like a knife

fga

Wednesday, May 30, 2007, 1:49 AM

SORRAYE 4 NOT UPDATING LONG2
its called malas(lazy)
india thing is so tiring
we pack and pack and pack.
at least got cip hours
and at least im away from home
home is just urgh
i got scolded just cos i came out late.
then rattle2 on
she doesnt understand that im liveing HER life
not mine.
mine will be melepakking and chilling out all day and faill every subject
and maybe after that get drunk and jump off the 111111335235 story
and die
THAT will be my life
anywaez
KEITH IS SICKLY
dear2
poor poor him
and HUMAIRA
is having fever
not the normal kind
the *ahem2* kind
haha
well......great.
i dont want to go the malay thing
HOW I HATE MALAY SO MUCH
how i hate it
well.
errrm
yeah
my best friend outside tk isnt talking to me..
and im sad
all cos of the ruddy st pats guy im not even sure exists
pls forgive me lahh
weeeel
enough
TATA!

aDa

Friday, May 25, 2007, 4:57 AM

is the world all about problems?
i think so
well...on thursday...
got who i dont know some malay i dont know who came to tk
for some bloody thing
i didnt care mann....i told u. i dont care about malay
omgggg
the world is filled with many2 problems
why, oh why is there such things as ex-es?
DARN
and why is the world filled with liars?
i deserve to die
liers deserve to die
that means me
I JUST WANT THE WORLD TO BE A PEACEFULL
AND HAPPY PLACE
sadly.....very much easier said then done
what a shitty place

sasasasas

Tuesday, May 22, 2007, 1:01 AM

EEE. im lagging here
ahahaha
well...what can i say...
ahahah
well......
on monday(is it)
I GOT TO SKIP MALAY. COOL!
RYT! RYT!
wheeeee...u know how MUCH i hatess malay
so went to collect2 stationary
1A,B,G
didnt donate anything
im not shaming eu.
ahhaha
1a said they forgot...
1b also said they forgot
1g said they forgot
ahahah
1F DONATED THE MOST FOR SEC 1 20 something dollars.
but overall goes to 2f!
60 bucks plus
so kind hearted
then today discovery centre
BOOOOOORING
ahahaa
seriously
except for critisizing the minah wannabes
ahahhahahaahhahaaa
jokiiiiing.
hahahha
thats it.
im outta here

lesson-
disc centre sucks
ACSI guys r hawt
KEITH SUCKSS
i missed tllm 2ce
AHAHAH
oh damn....beach cleaning

SPECIAL SHOUTOUT TO *YOU*
GET LOST FROM MY LIFE U BITCHH

fsfas

Thursday, May 17, 2007, 4:04 AM

IF U THINK I WAS GILE OR CRAZY JUST NOW..
DONT ANYHOW SAY OR THINK
GET THE FULL STORY HERE
WEN CAI SUCKS

in the morning, he fight with keith
he is so sensative.
keith push him a bit also get so angry until really2 fight
then keith pull his shirt,
he pulled keiths shirt
and his button came out
then i dont know wat happened
then han jie broke them up
then wen cai cried
not the end of it
then keith walked out
and then wen cai followed him and attacked him
like wahh...punch3
i hope keith didnt get injured
yeah
then blah3
after school it was raining ryt..
then we play2 water lahh
just splashes
BUT WEN CAI TOOK HIS BOTTLE, FILLED IT WITH WATER,
AND SPIT IN IT, THEN POUR ON ME
so my skirt wet, and got thumbdrive, so i took it off lahh
then hafiz was there
and i didnt realise can see through my shirt
so nice3 PENG DA
lent me his shirt
i love you peng da...
thankzzzz
i appreciate it
then 1a girls saw me and said i was crazy
people throw their spit at u sure u fight back ryt??
like wt??
whats his problem?
i hate him.
HATE HATE HATE HATE

dfgsfgs

Wednesday, May 16, 2007, 5:34 AM

SO I GOT
52 FOR (HIGHER) MALAY
56 FOR HISTORY
82 FOR SCIENCE
AND 81 FOR MATH

EEE.....babinyeee
i hate malay
I HATE MALAY
I HATE MALAY
HATE HATE HATE HATE MALAY
the biggest babi
malay:/
hate hate hate hate hate hate
babiiiii
project crush performance today
1A rocked the hardest!
ee...sorry to those 1c ians
ahhaha
ours sucks BIG BIG time
oh.
i think im starting to like farida
she saved me from the new mofo in school
thank u!
but i swear ill hate you if u talk about worms
=)
np on friday!
YAPHOOOOO
and yes..im cheered up!
ahahhaha
oh.
whee
i realised that watching jannah and shaza and they all play sahiba(monopoly) is fun
chheeeeters!
ahahaha
nevermind
i like to watch
ill rather not be involved
ahahhahahaha
its the me thing
hahahahahaahaha
really
ahahahahaha
=D
NADIRA LOVES YOOOOU!

Tuesday, May 15, 2007, 3:17 AM

my taggy is dead
my handphone was dead
i FEEL as if im dead
hey people,
if i dont go to school tomorrow,
means i died
and i have 52 for malay.
52 ok!
oh god.
i feel like dying.
help me mann
and if u have a very2 sharp knife,
call 9*******
or email me at dies_for_hockey@hotmail.com
thank you.
and theres no use tryin to cheer me up, cos i cant

fsdfad

Saturday, May 12, 2007, 5:08 AM

ok.
so today i went to the i dont know hwere to have lunch with my near relatives
so went there and waited2 for people to come.
then i realised my cuz looks HOT HOT HOT
ahahahaha..
then went madrasah
GUESS WHAT? ZHARIFF GOT SCOLDED FOR TALKING(bitching) TO(with) ME!
so u can say ZHARIFF GOT SCOLDED FOR BITCHING WITH ME!
or...ZHARIFF GOT SCOLDED FOR TALKING TO ME!
hahahaa
either one can!
the teacher scolded him like shit sia!

OH. AND NOOO..
I DONT LIKE MD. ASHRAF.(is that how u spell his name?)
from sec 2.
its just the thing that sofea made up.
so if u hear anything from *ahemahem* zhariff
its not true. nyahahahaha

well...
i dont know lahh people.
somethimes i just feel like dropping dead on the floor

lesson learnt(or something along that lINE)
-never ever bitch with zhariff
-i can never be around hot girls
-FOR ONCE I FOUND A GUY WHO BITCHES
-
I DO NOT LIKE ASHRAF.

asdas

Tuesday, May 08, 2007, 9:30 PM

HELLO!
or
hello...
i found out i cant wake up late 2mr.
got da vinci science bullshit
so i think ill just wait in school
until malay starts
unless i plan to do other things lahh
hahhah
so yeah
GEOG SUCKS
sure fail
awww.....ms lin is the sweetest!
hahaaha
yeah
hmm.......crystal beat me across the road:/
i ALMOST beat her
but i dont think she was playing
hahahah
ill wirte about my whole time after the exam.
i walked down....
with gwen and crys and jas
then i follow gwen go toilet
then i called crys
but she put the phone down on me
then gwen called
and she answered
then i walk to traffic light,
then siti said bye
so i said bye
but i think she didnt hear
so she said btye again
so i said bye again
then i took a cab home
and changed and watched tv and played comp.
the end

fsdfsd

Monday, May 07, 2007, 10:18 PM

MATH.
SECT A WAS HARD
B WAS OK OK
im sadded.
no one online who i can crap with.
sadd u knowww
hahaha
bye people!

im resorting to short posts cos people dont like to read long posts
hahaha
bye.

dsfsd

Sunday, May 06, 2007, 10:19 PM

I LOVE CRAPPING WITH SU-PHEE-NAK-SUSU-HAHA!!!!!!!!!
LOVE U MANY2!
now im NUT-EEEEEEE-ROAR!!!!!!!!!!
lame2
haha!

SHORT 1.
I LEFT MY PHONE IN DADS CAR
oh great
LIT WAS OKAYY
BRA buy!

hahahahhaha

jfg

, 4:12 AM

IF U KNEW WHAT I KNEW,
U WOULDNT SAY WHAT U SAID
IF U KNEW WHAT I KNEW,
WE COULD BE TOGETHER AGAIN.....

dasd

Saturday, May 05, 2007, 11:46 PM

BOO
my phone still works.
but nevermind
i shall get my nokia 5300
cheap(NOT) and good
then my phone will be the same as ilmis!
ill chhose grey.
nicer than red!
hahaa
well.
my bro bdae 2dae
went to makan at a buffet place
wow
the food so many2
i wonder how i cant go fatter!
haha
ate and ate and ate
skip the details!
I HAVE DEVALOPED A TASTE FOR LOVE SONGS
BY BACKSTREET BOYS,
the album came out 7 years ago.
like wtf? but yeah
love it many many
but not as much as u guys who visit my blogs!
AND SRY PEEPZ.
i dont do links.
sry!
hahahaha
i love sofea many2!!!!
haha
may be annoying like toot
but yeah
makes madrasah interesting
rasul and musab just f off
humaidi, go back to p1
fatin....just go toot ur bloody girlfriend
do way to hide.,
EVERYONE knows u love the najiba person
well....p5s suck
haha
im stuck in the same class as those losers forever and ever
sucks
well.
im gonna be poorer soon.
very2 soon
hahahaa
ilmi is not an smsing person.
hahahaa
and and and

imsorryiplayedwithyouremotions.butuplayedwithmine.soitsfair,butimsorrymaybenot,lookingbackatallthehurt
ucaused.nowthatuneededmemost,irealiseidontneddastinkybtootlikeuanymorecosusuck.ineededubutuwerentthere.
sonowthatuneedme,illjustdisapper.sosorrybutiveleftnochoice.ihateliarsandcheatersandheartbreakerslikeyou.

im so sorry.

-lesson:
-food is nice
-dont waste ur smses on ilmi
-new handphone is loves
-sushi is loves loves

-u guys are the most loves!!!!!!!!

DFA

Friday, May 04, 2007, 2:11 AM

LATEST NEWS:
A GIRL CALLED NADIRA IS HATED BY EVERONE EVEN HER HANDPHONE
COMMITED SUICIDE..READ MORE FOR MORE UPDATES

her handphone commited suiside after being abused for many many days
,in fact. years.
it jumped out of her pocket when she was siting byt the fish pond
in the house garden
it was too late and it died,
couldnt be revived.
however, one part remained intact,
the heart
so now the heart is in a worse body
and a new body shall be baught for it

-the end.

LESSON LEARNT:
-PLEASE PEOPLE.
TREAT YOUR HANDPHONE WITH LOVE AND CARE

SDFSD

, 12:17 AM

HUMAIRA IS PLAIN EVIL
-science is chicken feeeet
=D
lets not me be overconfident here
haha
but a lot of giveaways lahh
WHEE
HUMAIRA IS EVIL
HUMAIRA IS EVIL
HUMAIRA IS EVIL
kayy. lets end here

lesson of the day
-HUMAIRA IS EVIL
-science rawks shit!
-never ever leave blanks
-errrrm nothing else!

kind of day:
HAPPAYE DAY

felling in my head:
WHEE

looking forward to:
meetinghimagainveryverysoon

BEST NEWS:
imoversamnow,aftermay=nymanymonths

HE IS LOOOOOVES!

afda

Wednesday, May 02, 2007, 8:58 PM

ever since i saw your face
i couldnt stop dreaming about you.
ever since i heard you laugh,
your laugh was all i dreamt about,
ever since i saw u smile,
your smile was all i thought about.
i have been denying fir many months now
my heart just doesnt know what is right.
it seems like i loved you too much
but everything went wrong
i asked you a few months back.
but u rejected me.
what you didnt know was that not only did u break my heart
u ruined my life
a few months passed.
u played with me
u made it seem so obvious.
but by that time,
i knew your tricks.
i knew that u have
and evil heart
but yesterday,
when i saw your face,
i saw the reaction
when i told you that i didnt like you
anymore
i saw no grin, i saw no smile
i heard no laughter,
i smelt no joy
i swear
i swear,
i saw the sadness in your eyes
no tears there might be,
but the look of your face
says everything
yesterday,
you made me laugh.
u made me laugh,
till i lost my voice.
but after the time,
i said i didnt love you
u didnt laugh at all
silence
no word came out
of your mouth.
i looked at you,
you looked at me,
and i thought,
this might be the love ive never had
but i knew ive spoilt it.
spoilt a hot guys heart
i knew he had a girl
but he recently broken up.
and now that he needed
someone else.
i crushed him
he was so hot
when he was smiling and laughing
he was just so understanding
he was the one who took the time
to listen to me whine
to listen to me rattle on
but when he rattled,
i listened,
but i felt nothing
but now.
when i think back.
the time he pushed me in the pool
the time he stole my things,
and stole my phone
the long time ago
when he crushed on me
when i crushed on him.
but we didnt know
now i hurt him.
but he hurt me 1st
is love really all about hurt??

kayy
malay later
need to go to school

i stayed up all night
last night
thinking if i could ever be with you

lesson learnt:
malay sucks
and malay sucks
and malay just sucks
everything sucks
everything sucks
life sucks

islashedmyhandrealisingwhatihaddonetoyouanddonetomeiwasinthewronganduwereintheright

im so,so,sorry

adsd

Tuesday, May 01, 2007, 11:00 PM

2nd post in 15 mins!
haha
sams not going tuition today:/
I MISS YOU LOADS!!!!!
I WANNA SEE U AGAIN.
I LOVED U MANY MANY
but i guess...
ill be able to see...
ILMI BILAL!!!!!!
ilmi is loves people...
haha.
BUT HE DARED TO LAUGH WHEN HE WON TK;/
HES GONNA DIE TODAY!
hahaha
and no, i dont like like ilmi.
thats to answer esthers question.
hes just a nice friend.
haha

-everytime i think of you, my heart lifts up, but my soul dies knowing i can never be with you.
i missed u too much. i loved you too much.
i want you too much. i should just stop.
its not doing any good to me nor you anyway..
exams, i cant concentrate. i think of you.
but u already have a girlfriend.
so i guess im nothing to you.
but i shall hold on...and wait.

lesson these few minutes.
-dont call ilmi.
ever ever ever.
he says nothing but hahahahahahahahahahahaha
-dont daydream about your crush during history.
dont ever ever ever.
or youll end up lack of time.
time me.

-signing off----------------->moodily
------------->and hapily

hdf

, 10:41 PM

10th post. fast2 one.
NEW MONTH RESOLUTION:
-BE NOT SO SCARED OF MALAY
i am scared of malay people.
am and always have been
anything malay im scared
like malay language im scared.
malay shows that never mix english im scared.
some people im scared.
haha
its just me!
stupid..
but yeah

got tuition at 4!
annnd...
TUITION MEANS I GET TO SEE SAMMMMM!
haha
k2
HISTORY SUCKS BIG TIME.
5 mins to do 8 questions:/
what de heck?
i made up facts again!
i rule in making up facts!
nadira dynasty=when facts are made up!
whoo!
yeah!
english a lot of time to slllaaaaaack
whee!
thank u miss lin? issit? for giving us candy=D
love u many2.
i wont call u ccp or cp any more
cos youre nice.
better then oink oink
and fu__rida
and to everybody....
love you many2 too!!!!!!!
haha
kayy
gtg.
malay tommorow!
bies!!!

lesson: history sucks
-1c rules
-english is a nice time to slllaaaaaaaack