Tuesday, July 31, 2007, 3:41 AM
hit me babay one more time!
my world is falling apart
and i want to thank the guys that has always been there for me.
i love you
I LOVE HOME ECONS!
my food damn nice okayy!
apple crumble!
WHOOOOO
im mixed up
roller coaster of emotions
i was stupid
i was dumb
i was damn blah
but im notg oing to repeat it
, 3:32 AM
ok.
im damned.
im lost
im stupid.
now im in so so so much trouble.
im like argh!
i love school so sososo much now
home is like argh
so yeah
NAPHA?
NAFA?
test!
i got gold!
whoooo!
ok.
science was fun
everything was fun
i love you!\
I KNOW THE GUYS NAME!
ITS SYAKIR!
i think tats how its spelt
Wednesday, July 25, 2007, 3:50 AM
thanks keith and sufi for making me HIIIIGH esterday!
yeeeaaaah!
ok.
uhh...i cant remember ANYTHING about school
haha
except science-boring
haha
uhhhh
math test-WHOA SEYYY
hard3 mann!
its the australian whaddafork thingy
haha
ok
then uhh....assembly was a bore
yeah!
haha
OK.
ive gotta stop being all cheery
haha
but yeah
my life i s UP. down UP down=)
haha
nowadays its SUPER SUPER UP!!!!!!!!!
no lah
2day only
and when i saw you today
i felt bad
cos i bitched about u
im sorry
ive said it many times
and ive never really meant it
but this time, i do
ive been reading horoscopes lately
and mine says..
"u like action and like to jump in in a problem. leave it alone. sometimes, its better than what u think it is"
something like that
so yeah
IM A BELIEEEVER!!!!!!!!!!!1
whee
OK.
yeah mann
im me!
and once again, im sorry okays
Tuesday, July 24, 2007, 3:48 AM
all misery aside
MY GROUP WON CHEMIST CHEF!
yay=)
and science test was hard
and blah
i dont care lah
cant remember
2.4=16.19 mins
yay me=D
and he came back 2day
im happy=)
oh.
and to you.
"HEY, I'M HUMAN AND I CANNOT STAND NOT HAVING FRIENDS OKAY!"
just think.
isnt everyone human?
even the elephant man is human
even ian is human
eric is human
wen cai is human
ritesh is human
no matter what, we all want friends.
and it wont hurt to be friends.
and i want to thank those that were by my side as time passed by.
=)
, 3:35 AM
things are soooo not helping.
may just be me.
like whatthe lahh
every show i watch, every newspaper i read...
theres always a topic or a moral with
"friends are important"
"my friend is my hero, he died while saving me"
"ill never lie to you no matter what"
im seriously like wanna die already
yeah, i admit, i have not been a good friend lately.
and thats cos i feel that even those who i thought
was my friend, and had known me since, forever
just backstabbed me.
i admit i have done it b4,
but only now i know that it really hurts
im sorry.
im sorry
im sorry
but whatsoever
you had no right to tell
something to someone else
especially if u really didnt have a right
it was private-and you knew it.
YOU KNEW IT.
and to the other u.
i trusted u.
i gave u my deepest info that
I DIDNT TRUST EVEN MY CLOSEST FRIEND I KNEW IM PRI 1 WITH.
BUT U JUST TOLD EVERYONE AND ANYONE U FELT LIKE
im not mad,
just very confused
really confused
why have friends when all they do is break your heart
and wrench my soul?
when i went to tk, i tot only ugys are bitches
but i changed my mind
GIRLS ARE WORSE
sure, boys tease
but they dont mean it,
they talk crap, but its just them
IM begining to wonder why i ever came into this damned school
-no.
i love this school.
i love the guys
i love their jokes
its just that 3 of u i cant stand at all
and just in case u dont know
u talk about each other behind their backs
thats called bitching
and ure friends with people but people talk bad about u and u dont know
and u consider urself good friends
why did i mix with u in the 1st place?
im just like the girl in mean girls
someone desperate to finally have someone.
but i mixed with the not so rights,
and ende up a bitch
and yes, im changing my ways and my life
and this time, youre not ganna be in it-
im sorry
and to a.a,
i want u to tell me the truth.
do u want to be my friend?
or are u just toying with my emotions
i want to know.
blahhhhh
Monday, July 23, 2007, 5:05 AM
ok
our class got scolded by om
SOMEONE talked back
blah blah
then tests was HAAARD
sure fail laaa
then i took bus home with adam and ritesh
then i found out HE lives near my house=)
yay!
Sunday, July 22, 2007, 4:31 AM
I MISS YOU DARLIIINGG
not that i ever not missed u anyway
IM BORED.
i have an urge to post the happenings of harry here
but im not a spoil sport
hahasz
BOREDOM KILLS MANN
, 4:26 AM
I FINISHED READING HARRY POTTER
ITS GOOOOD
went parkway at 2.30 with sis
for fun
not
then went home and continued reading hairy potty all the way till now
then i just finished few mins ago
ITS GOOOOOD
and im currently bored
I CHANGED TO A HAIRY POTTY PENCIL CASE
HAHAs
it was cheap=)
BOOM
Saturday, July 21, 2007, 4:44 AM
collected hairy potty book 2dae
then went madrasah
zhariff was so so lame
yet funny
then slack a lot
haha
then i saw my darling
SAY SAY SAY...YAPHOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!
i still love paul
HAHA
, 4:32 AM
SORRY.
YEsTERDAYYYY,
went parkwae after school lahh
then went with shao kiat, gwen and kim
then i admit i was extra, but kim was extra-er
so went to macs 1st.
then after we buy food ryt,
then we all tease kimberly laaa
(censored)
then very de drama
until kimberly stormed away.
drama mann!
then shao kiat did re-enactment
funny laaa!
then we went parkway parade
bla3
walked around
then as we going out there, saw
khairun and her friends go off the escalator.
so sorry mann.
i have a weakness for kc girls.
heh.
for some PERSONAL reasons=)
ask me if u want, but i will most probably not tell anyway.
haha
just wasted some time
hah
then npcc,
flag3, pt3
then home
hahahah
, 4:31 AM
YESTERDAYYYY
Labels: .
haha
Thursday, July 19, 2007, 4:57 AM
HAHA!
14GOT WHAT I WANTED TO POST!
OMG-ING!
HAHAHAH!
ATTENTION NP CADETS.
2MR BRING UR TKD GI, AND PT KIT.
THERE WILL BE DRILLS AND PT. THANK U
and haha.
i feel HIIIIIGH=)
he made it that way=)
i know ur little secret!
lalaala
, 3:55 AM
thank u jasmine!
u rock!
argh!
hong xiang dint come school 2dae.
sadded mann
uhh...OMG.
this was the FIRST time i said more than 10 malay words in malay class without being told or forced too.
YAY ME!
uhhh......bla3
india till foreverrr.
dint go emas..
bumped into an eeeediot.
bumped into that kental guy 1 million times 2day.
eeeenyeee
found out keith broke 2 of his arms=)
the end.
iloveyoubaby
BOOOOM
Tuesday, July 17, 2007, 3:49 AM
I DONT HATE ANYONE
I LOVE EVERYONE
ITS JUST HOW MUCH MORE, OR HOW MUCH LESS=)
HATE ME, ITS JUST MIND OVER MATTER
I DONT MIND...AND U DONT MATTER
lala
, 3:44 AM
1C IS OH-SO PRO=)
u know why?
cos ytd, we kena scolded by O.M=)
cos we vandalise table!
then then then=)
he took away shao kiats table! cos his is very vandalised!
then he said...whoevers table is vandalised or scratched. i will make u buy a new one=)
then todae everyone so kiasu
bring nail polish remover!
whooo!
then shao kiat kena scolded cos on friday, he rearrange the tables and stack, stack stack.
then mdm farida also scold us=)
then today kena scolded by geog cher cos we came out 20 mins late from pe!
so she said, next time...1 min late 5 push up!
then we had history.
MY PHONE KENA CONFISCATED!
whee!
go into loads of trouble=)
but fun!
from now on, im gonna be a rule breaker=)
then lit.
we wet the whole whiteboard and the whole duster!
so farida couldnt write=)
so she was forced to wipe the board using her hands!
WHOOOOO!
1c-WE ROCK!
oh. adn we kena scolding from form cher laaa
from music cher laaa
from principle...
WHOOOO!
BLAA
Monday, July 16, 2007, 3:51 AM
I SLAMMED MY THUMB AND HAMMERED MY INDEX FINGER.
NICE?
I THINK NOT
HAHA
AND I GOT A COOL COLLAR PIN FROM NPCC
COOL?
DEFINATELY!
hah
Sunday, July 15, 2007, 2:44 AM
harry potter rocks!
yeah mann!
went vivo to watch hp.
its great!
but they cut a lot off the book
hahs
today was great...
but msging u was GREATER.
but eating was the GREATEST=)
oh god.
ashraf likes halina
from tiara to shafiqah to charissa to halina.
wow wee
blaaaahblah blah
Saturday, July 14, 2007, 4:45 AM
Ok,.
woke up at 8 to go to the dentist..
THEN.
at the dentist, cos im supposed to wear braces ryt..
so i took xray
then the laddaye said that i must remove 6 teeth for the braces to be put on nicely
wth?
hais
then went to madrasah.
THE TEACHER DAMN FUNNY LAA!
cos in my religion, bf/gf, bf/bf, gf/gf
cannot hold hands or hug..
but gf/gf,bf/bf not allowed
but yeah. whatever
SO ZHARIFF WAS LIKE....
ter=accidentaly
wat if we TERhug?
then the whole class laugh like shit lahh!
then my cher was like...
YAYA. then if u want to watch tv,
you wilil TERon the tv, then TERchange the channel, then TERwatch the cartoon, then everybody TERsit on the couch and TER watch also=)
haha!
ok
ok
hhahaha
OMG. I MISSED THE MENDAKI THING.
i tell u, i DIDNT have a clue!
haha
cos the letter had been sitting in my room for months=)
haha
ok lahh
i love my zoro, and hate the bitchso just leave us alone and zip ur mouth up
YAY!
Friday, July 13, 2007, 5:04 AM
boom!
kay
so cant remember what happened during school/
hhaha
after school, me, johnathan, ritesh and shao kiat went bbt shop
then wait for damn long b4 we decide to line up laa!
kay. baught one for juano,
then went back.
so....
MINI BBT BALL FIGHT!
we drank the water then spit out the balls=)
wen cai damn extra laaa
OOH YEAH!
during class, wen cai and hong xiang flashed me their stomachs again
then 2dae, hx flash his underwaer
hhaaah
wen cais stomach the hottest=)
IM NOT PERVERTIC
then hx.
kevins has a huuuuge scar on it
IM NOT PERVERTIC
THEY JUST LASHED AT ME
np so fun!
no pumping, water gun fight!
hahaha!
and water bomb fite!
yea yea yea!
then sec4 pop
=)
funn!
hahah
BYE!
oink!
hahahahaha
blahhh
Thursday, July 12, 2007, 4:43 AM
kay.
so t0oday,
me and hong xiang crapped with one extra guy...AHEM AHEM
cheong wen cai
haha
then they played with my fone for HOURS!
from assembly, to se period, to history, to ce, then my batt flat AGAIN
hahs
then yeaaaa
malay was boring as usual,
emas was BORINGER then usual
yeah.
but b4 emas sat with KEVIN CHRISTOPER and he did his homework and i played with his phone
then the temasek guys were sesat.
then uhhhhh
shaza was scarryyy
then uhh....temasek guys are horney
then uh, hong xiang called me a bitch and a prosti and a hantu tetek
and he flashed me his underwear 2wice
and kevin flashed me his scar on his stomach-
- i had enough porno people
then wen cai flashed his underwear=/
then during hist, me and hong xiang talked about pjs
then he said i slept in underwear only, then i said no,
then he said yes,
then i said no
then he insisted yes..
bla3
OH YEA.
eeeee.....i saw the babi again.
i bump into him everyday, yet i dont know his naaaame.
i saw *ahem ahem ahem*
today
he looked cute and was as retarded as ever!
I TOTALLY WORSHIP 1F.
they totatly are pro man
whole class never bring ther.
haha
i worship them,
i bow upon them.
OMG. olivia is scared of 1A.
hah.
haha.
funny.
ok.
im lame.
JOKE OF THE DAY:
what is short, lame and not funny?
ME!
quote of the day;
"eh, pass it lah basket"
wen cais word of the day;
"flying finger?''
uhh.........
hope for the day;
PLS
SIR AND MAAMS, DONT SCOLD ME , I SPENT ALL DAY POLISHING MY BOOTS=)
Tuesday, July 10, 2007, 4:34 AM
whooooots
hello
uhh...what did i do today
uhh
all i remember is i was bored to death-
no pe, no history, no english
pffffffffffft
haiiiiiisssss
i miss pe
kayy
then uhh'
i remember i went for science-econs=)
home econs but science is involved-A LOTS
k
shits
wen cai and hong xiang and me played my handphone during geography and recess and assembly until the battery went flat dead=)
i dont pay attention during humanities, people=)
k
then iwent home
then i had dinner
then im here
blaaaaaa
OH YEA!
i kept on bumping into a freaky sec 2 boy i didnt want to meet
hahs
ARSENAL, DONT SELL FABREGAS, EVEN FOR ROBINHO.
(youll ruin the club, wenger)
u sold henry now hes gone
dont sell fab.
BOOOOOM
quotes of the day;
"as i walk through the valley of the shadow of LA"
"this is the highest peak of confusion, and im planning to give up"
I LOVE NO ONE
i think
Monday, July 09, 2007, 2:46 AM
ok.
helo wen cai and spammers=)
have fun yea kayy
i hope u do spam summore
kay
uhh
today boring
and ya laaa
crapped a lot
seriously
but i now no mood laa
dunt know why
k lah
bye people
and wen cai and spammers
if u wanna spam, go spam, but pls not spam under other peoples names.
thank you
i love you
AND WEN CAI.
I DO NOT LIKE SIR.
, 2:45 AM
so my comp jammed up.
no wireless anymore-sadded.
080707
was so bored, so i ended up drinking i whole 1.5l pepsi while watching tv
I WAS THAT BORED
haha
thennn.....yeah
i went to play badminton with my friends at kembangaN
cc
quite fun laaaplayed for an hour,
but seemed like only 10 mins
like that
yeah
uhh...then im home and here i am(ps, i havent done my homework yet)
=D
naughty naughty!
hahaha
(i did this on notebook)(so when i get internet back, ill just copy and paste!)
SMART HUH PEOPLE!
he makes my day
Saturday, July 07, 2007, 6:05 AM
sad. i cant typ anihow tittles anymore
so yesterday...
NP SO FUN! GEEEERRREEEEK!
well, not acually during np.
haha
did taekwondo,
then drills
then kena pumping, pumping(push ups)
and pumping
then talk cock
ten when the sir ask, who is the hottest guy?
i wanted to say *******=)
but i didnt laaaa
hahah
then after npcc,
ZHARIFF decided to be gileer to the max!
he chalenge me running
then he suddenly drop dead!
so i also play with him lah!
haha
he so makes my day=)
haha
crapped a lot with him laaa
haha
today religious claaaaasss
and then yah
boring
and then went home...
CHICKEN LITTLE!
funny laaaaaa.
u should watch=D
and then
uhh
ate a lot of gum
then chatted with esther
then im here
haha
kay laaaaaaahhhhhh
IM ALL CHEEEEEEEEEEEEERRRRRRRRRRRYYYYYYYYYYYYY!
thank u hanan and esther.
u guys rock!
haha
and sufi too, haha
bye!
justincaseudidntgettheclue,yesilikehimHIMandHImhong xiang, im your shit,ilmi, im your gangster,humaira, im a loser,ZHARIFF, youre MY official loserrasul, youre the pathetic bi**hbut no, i dont hate anyone
gagdag
Tuesday, July 03, 2007, 5:12 AM
gah.
who cares.
haha.
i do
that, is crap people
haha
"nadira reporting for duty"
haha
okay.
if u saw me today friending the olivia and bianca and debbie,
dont think im fake.
like a "goody2"
i need friends ok.
just cos somehow i ruined urs,
which im terribly sorry
i must ruin my own-no point
whatever happened has a meaning
whatever happened-god wanted it
i believe in god.
what He does, or wants to happen will be for a benefit, either now, or later
(omg. i osund so-.)
theyre nice people!
and im tired of spending my reccess alone.
behind the hut thingy ok.
im tired'
im tired of being the fool
im tired.
im tired making mistakes.
im trying my best to correct it
but now shes really mad
i know
im sorry
and yeah. science was ooookey.
im in the girls group anyway, with shu tong-extra(haha)
then the other girls-uhs
yeah....
i might be changing school to tkg or cedar(no way cedar)
ahah
yeahps
IM AT THE WORST PEAK OF MY LIFE-BUT HE STILL CHEERS ME UP.
i miss him soooo much=)
ithinkilovehim.thoughhesanidiot
"daddy, when i grow up, im going to be a loser."im sorry to disappoint euu
safafas
Monday, July 02, 2007, 5:41 AM
india meeting was ok, i guess
kim hai loh mai kai was nice,
everything was ok
i guess
i just hoped loh mai kai didnt say anythingi hoped he kept his mouth shut.
i really did
i hoped adam kept his shut too
i hoped he did
i really hoped.
or im burnt
yeah
stupid cip recording
wth.
spent hours on it
blaaaaa
and to you-
im sorry for calling you a cheebai
i didnt mean it
and to the other you-
im sorry for being involved in your life
i know youre better without me
and to the other-other you
i love you till im going nuts=)
and to kim hai-thank you(if youyre not the spy)
and to sufi-thank you too
and to myself-
u cheebai. you stupid cheebai.
how could u do something so stupid?
(cos i am)
and to ilmi-i miss you
and to alyana-pls talk to me
and to hockey team members-i love u loads
and to avina,poopoo,vaish,cher,rui en-i miss u guys so so much
to mrs ong,mrs lim, thank you
to humaira-i miss you.
to taz-i miss crapping with you
to rahul-i miss you and ur nerdyness
to the india friends team-miss u guys=)
we had fun aites!
to the whole world-im sorry for being suck a suckish bitch that i am now-
i so ever aaaaaaaaaaammmmmm
fasfa
Sunday, July 01, 2007, 2:54 AM
who cares about fishasses like you=)
you are just making my life worse
thank you sufi and hong xiang and kim ahi-loh mai kai
for making my world better
U GUYS ROCK TO THE MAX MANN!
and to you*the fishass
OTAK JAMBANKAU SUCKS TO THE MAX SIIAAAA
go and die lahh
met up with cuzzies ytd!
was kinda boring until kak fini came in.
then slightly more gerek!
hahaha
AND NO, I DONT LOVE YOU.
yeko
yeko