heyyy,
im like feeling EMO.
its a wierd feeling.
like in the morning, i was all happy and cheery and ego-y.
and suddenly im down again..

anyway, like i said, i just came home from camp.
so im really tired yo.
i shall elaborate 2mr can?

INSTRUCTOR ANIQ IS SUPER HOT, SUPER SHUAI, SUPER SEXY!
i love him=)
i hate being away from my friends, it drives me emo.

anyway..yesterday was fun!
as in the after bangalore thing.
i dont want to elaborate the bangalore part.
cos i was stressed and hecked up mann
so like saw shide at the hostel
waited with him, no idea why
then wait 4 adam and hafiz
then we went to parkway...
FOR A "BONDING'' session!
we talked a lot as we ate....
and i got to knw that fiz is a really sensative and mature guy
unlike some guys i know who treat people like shit
and yeah, was great and interesting.
one of the best days in my life
loved it

anyway, i went with the b people to zoo and sarangoon
and then i wore a cap, green shirt which i tucked into my pants and a belt
and we went int he cab and the driver thought i was a BOY
i was like.....hello...see those breasts?
hahah
he was like, "boy, where u want to go?"
i thought i heard wrongly, the boy part so i quiet daa.
then later we were talking about trafficjams with the driver then he was like..
"whoa! ah boy ah! so clever ah! clever boy!"
then i laughed.
and the other 2 gurls did
then the driver was like"eh? why so funny? then he looked at me ah, like scrutinized me
then he say "eh! u boy or gir ah???"
then i smiled and said..."me ah? i dunno lehh. wad u think?"
then the driver said"uhhh"
then i said"girl laaa auncle"
then he was like "eh! sorry! sorry! sorry ahh gerrr"
then i was like.. oh, ok

wow, so many thens.
4th time in my life i was mistakened as boi-.-"
1st when i was a baby...
2nd in parkway when shopping for clothes
3rd in orchard at the plant thing
4th that time
all happened when i wear cap-.-"
lesson learnt, dont wear caps.
yeah. i shd stop wearing em

anyway, they say im getting emo.
do u seriously blame me? with all thats happening?
my emotions are running at a low point here.
moodswings i guess
i get irritated very easily
so i guess ill try to stop feeling during camp
make everyone happy yea
haiszzzz...i miss hym very very much seyy
its been a long time

COHORT CAMP 2MR! BE BACK ON FRIDAY!
LOVE U PEOPLE!
yo! flagg day today=D
ok uhh
no one wanted to donate.
i dont feel like blogging

DONT EVER SIT ON THE ESCELATOR HANDRAILS ESPECIALLY IF THERES A WALL NEXT TO IT
trust me
cos i did, and now my right legs blue black
YAY! EXMAS ARE OVER! IM SOOO GLAD.

lets see-a summary

english- i pretty much hated it. the topics were wth?
geog- hello. tkks my teacher. what do u expect?
lit- loved it. but i think i screw it too
science- i FINISHED THE PAPER! but all nonsence-.-"
maths-not badd. i think i did ok uhh
history- scrw it
MALAY- SUPER SCREWED
i had to read the passage like 5 times before i understood it-.-" haiysz

anyway to JIAYING
i do NOT like anybody.
i dont believe in love. never really did anyway
at least i dont believe in it now. no point getting upset over love at such a young age....

ok. my hairs looking better now.
STILL SUX
but i think its ok when wet though.
when its not. gel is needed. a lot of it.

so now like im sooo bored, but i dont know what to do
my mums off at the doctors, dontknow why.
uhh. i plan to do science later.
at least a bit lahh
and yeah
i did not study 4 math but i think its ok
and i dont know why like nowadays im super horney.
like suddenly in class i think about sex-.-
im such a terrible person
then in lit esther teo didnt make it any better.
she kept saying "coming" but OBVIOUSLY some minds were thinking "cumming"
heh. im guilty!
WHERES TASHRYN AND SYASYA??!
DID U GUYS GET KIDNAPPED BY ALIENS?

anyway, i think "the emo song" is cute
"just cos i kiss boys doesnt mean im gay?"
and a guy sang it-.- hahah
he said its just "emo"
yeap. damn cool song laaaa.
you know what?
im damn irritated at like som many things
like u dont have to read it if u dont want to cos its all crap.

H.O.M.E
is IRRITATING.
i think ill be happier far away from it
i dont know.
maybe im going though a freaking stage where i find nagging very irritating
or manybe its true that my mom can SOMETIMES be VERY irritating
come on, is it my fault that the teacher release us late?
she wanted to freakin talk to me ok.
and what, you say...."is it true that u dont know or is it you just forget. LIKE YOU ALWAYS DO"
wth? i so try not to be forgetful ok
and this year i think i did a pretty good job of that
but you know what? ILL TRY to be GOOD at being FORGETFUL from now on
wthwthwthwthwth &)($^*(@#$^#*($^)(^#$@( * # ^ @_($^ #_*($^#*_($^ nabe.

oh yeah.
just for f.y.i
bitching was soo last season=D
gues what?
its 6pm and i havent touched on preperation for c.t.
im screwed



theres something wierd goin on, but i dont know what it is.
NOW, ITS TIME FOR....
SCREW THE HAIRDRESSERRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
-OH YEAH!
this time, were talking about a SHITASS,
who gave me a TERRIBLE TERRIBLE HAIRCUT.
cAN YOU BELIEVE IT/

i ask her 4 style A, she game me style Z.
it was soo diff from wad i freakin asked for
AND NOW I SO CANT CONCENTRATE ON MY GEOG
arrrrgh!
what a shitbag
i feel like botakking my hair.
i feel like shitdamning her
cos im freakin pissed
and irritated
but thanks to gwen, debbie, alvin, kim hai, glenn, ritesh, anthony for following me there=D
u guys rock
BUT MY FRIGGIN HAIRCUT DOESNT!
WHOSE THE NADS?
WHOSE THE NADS!!!!!!!!!!!!!

GUESS WHAT? i got my mum to AGREE WITH A HAIRCUT!
omg. im sooooo hyper right now!!!!!!!!!
and im getting it THIS sunday!
IM SO GONNA CHOP IT ALL OFF.
YEAH BABY YEAH BABY!

HAPPY VALENTINES PEOPLE!
I LOVE YOU!!!!!1


alvin said he would call me nadir if i cut my hair.
then i got pissed.
i told him ill call him alvina if he calls me that
i "nad" pronounced as nut is ok
but i sooo draw the line with guys names aite?

OK OK OK OK!!!!!!!!!

v day rawked!
must find present 4 jy now.
aye,..
lemme search my house later.
a promise is a promise

i dont belive in valentines, really....
i think everyday shd be valentines, not just one day

AND HELL YEAH! WHOSE THE NADS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
my ego is soo gonna be boosted with an un-nerd haricut!
YEAH BABY!
went to vivo ytd to eat the sushi there and to jalan2 laa, duhh
so it was fun!
saw (maam) amanda in a striped yellow tee,
but i didnt say anything. nyahah
uhh.
egotime ok.
i think i looked hot yesterday..
i was showing off my new belt so i purposely used my short short shirt!
yeah baby!
uhh...but i bet if i get a haircut, a GOOD one, i might look better and it WOULD boost my ego so please lemme get one(to parents)
yeahh mann








siallaaa, ape korang nak siaa, aku pakai baju pempun sikit korang marah aku, cakap aku nak jadi minah, tapi bile aku pakai baju laki2 kann...dorang marah aku lagi sia, cakap aku nakjadi mat pulak, apedaaa. whats going on siaa. kanina... bis tu korang nak aku pakai pe? BIKINI? S-I-A-L-L-A-A-A-A-A-A-A-A-. pukimakkau.

some people are bloody irritating. and yes, nowadays at home, i get super uber irrated at the slightest thing. like my mum. wth laaaa... i can remember much, thank you. arrrrrrrrr

DAMN THE LIT HOMEWORK. chow yo
to all that sees...

I FREAKING MISS YOU ALL(P606) SO BLOODY MUCH IT HURTS...:) I MISS THE (QUIET) OR (LOUD), (FUN) OR (BORING), (IRRITAING) OR (RAWKIN) TIMES WE HAD, I SO SUPER MISS YOU GUYS TO THE CORE.

I LOVE YOU GUYS! FOREVVEERRRR...

i miss so many people.
i shall list(in random)

1-SYASYA!!!!!!
2-TASHYRN!!!!
3-POONAM!!!!
4-ALYANA!!!!
5-ILMI!!!!!!
6-HOCKEY GANG!!!!!!!
7-6 CHARITY GANG!!!!!!!
8-ok. i cant think anymore
nyahahah
i miss the rest of you also lahh kayy!

uhh....
to syasya and tashryn:
i dont need counselling AND YOU SOO CAN GET DIABETIES JUST BY BEING WITH AN OVERLY-SWEET GUY!!!!!!
ill so prove it to you.
*caugh* *caugh* sneeze* *sneeze*
told you you can get diabeties.
hahaha!!!!!!!!!!!!!

today, nothing interesting happened.
the faggot didnt come,
thank got.
and when i say faggot, im not saying it as an insult.
hahah
hey yo!!!!!!!
life is great!!
no school...thats the life man!
but i miss al my friends already.
im actually ready to go to school tomorrow(i know its a saturady)
but i wish got school. i wanna see all my friends=D

so, suddenly i became a very think-long-term person today
so i planned what i wanted to do on my birthday, like 2 months down the road?
i dont think my mum would let me go out twice, so i dont know
gotta choose which group of RAWKING kickass people.
like my class the girls dont really get a long well with the guys,
except gwen(shes the rock!) and me, i guess
the others are pretty quiet. unless its alvin juano,
but im talking majority

shit laaa. i wanna try to beg my mum to allow me go out 3 times for my birthday
(hopes really much and hard)
-for my school friends
-pri school friends
-and outside schol friends
AAAAAARGH

i came down with cough and now im like sounding really wierd!
arrrrggghh
shit laa, i think im haveing moodswings.
seriously.
but i blame all the stupid medicine doctors give.
taking a bus back with JEVON is kinda fun.
he talks a lot, which saves me from talking.
so we took 12,
cos its the only bus jevon can take,
and it was EFFFFFING full
so we sat accross the aisle.
and suddenly like u know the feeling you get when someone stares at you>?
i felt it, so i turned behind, and i saw this guy/girl looking at me??
freaaaaaky. im definately NOT good looking..
and i couldnt tell whether guy or girl.
and i didnt want to stare so long.
cos like the hair is tomboy-ish kind and the clothes are guy, but the face is girl-ish
so i think its a pretty-boi
i hope it was one
or else it would have been feaaky

i dont know what else to talk about
but i just came accross someones blog about this topic(was bloghopping)
so yeah.
ive heard MANY UNTRUE rumours in pri school that i was gay.
im clearing things up for you guys ok.
im NOT.
i just dont discrimate them or anything, its their choice of life anyway
so like dont go up to them and say "youre a ****ing arse or something"
unless they hit on you and you feel wierd then just walk away
or ignore them.
but theyre really cool people
honestly, i have a few gay/bi friends, theyre ok
just be straight with them
uhhhh.......oh yeah.
sometimes, i ACT gay.
like *** tong. sometimes, hes really acting gay.
most of the time, i do it to scare people.
or annoy the "in the closet" people.
so yeah

SHIT. -end of discussion-

i just realised my lit thing is due is it next week?
and i have effin done it yet.
im so screwed,
and im looking forward to monday to see if i would get into trouble or not.
nyahahah
wouldnt it be cool to get punished in front of the whole school?
as long as my parents arent rung up im fine, hahaha
not that im hoping to get caught or anything..........
its just the thrill dudes
hey yaw!

happy new year!!!!!!!!!!

today school was quite draggy, everything sucked.

as in the performances, the things, the lion dance was

UBER BORING LIKE SHIT I TELL YOU



i might actually get into trouble.

lemme tell you



-we were waiting at the benches and the table next to the library there right,

and we were damn bored,

so ********** took out this dice

its like a "horny" toy laa

u roll it and if you are with ur gf right,

and feel horney, you do it

its quite sick, but funny laa

then the boys started playing,

i was WATCHING.

i only rolled it once ohkayy

then MDM SOH came

she heard the commotion laaa

then she was like, WHAT ARE U DOING?

and were like. omg, were screwed

so we hid the dice

then when she threatened us, we handed it over, then we hid out face,

we saw her move away, then we saw her look at the dice,

then shaking her head, then we all cheong-ed up

scarey seyh if we kena punishment siaaa

wth laaaaa



ok. 4 days holiday! wooohooo POEPLE!

ok, so im gonna slack my ass off

and listen to britney every day, yeah

uhh

i just got my new specs.! yeah baby!!!!!!!!
so next im trying to change my image from nerd to not-nerd

but ill need a haircut.

which is the most difficult thing for me to get.

sigh
special announcement to you-know(or dont know)-who

hey,
im really sorry, i really dont know why, but its not working out. i didnt fall for a sweet-talker last year, i didnt fall for a guy who cares that much. i fell for a heck-care person and i dont see that in you anymore. i realised that i got worried when you didnt call, but i got pissed when you actually did. i got irritated when you msg-ed me, and when ur phone got (something-ed) i was actually pleased, i live my life until you call/ msg me, then my world gets crashing down again. i know i dont love you now and im lying to myself, forcing myself into soome sort of comitment. i dont like that, it makes me feel terrible inside. but at the same time, i dont want to tell you how i really feel cos im scared i would hurt you, but one of us would get hurt in the end. we have a huge problem here, you love me too m uch, and i dont. im willing to just give it another week, and if things dont go well, im really sorry. i love you(as a friend) but the point is, im not IN love with you.....



_________________

just made that public didnt i?
no point asking who cos im not gonna tell,
and its only been 4 days, but yeah....
i hate the feeling. ill rather be free.

_________________

YESTERDAY

TK road run!!!!!!!!!
so they said they would release us at 11.40 right..
in the end there was A FIRE DRILL right at the end-.-"
so we were released at 12?????
wth laaa
then me, glenn, dexter, shu tong, debbie, alvin, jevon, kevin, yichong, and ian went to parkway parade
apparently, HALF the tk population went there too.
ate at banquet, then went to 77th strreet to get peng das present
I SPENT A EFFIN 42 BUCKS THERE OK!
heres the list

$2---->part of peng das present
$7.90->a chain with a cool thingy for myself
$19.90--->a bilabong belt i baught for myself
$12-->membership card

OMFG
the card was soo unnececery(s.p?)
haisz
but i like it though!!!!!!!!

then went to the bus stop there right...omg! so many tk students poured in after we reached there
and after waiting 23875105 mins, the bus 43 FINALLY came.
then we were all "whoooooooo!"-ing
and te bus uncle was like"which school is this? u better behave urself before i throw u out"
and i was like"wth?????????"

reached there, walked from changkat changi, i think to east coast.
then it rained-.-'
then it got canceled
then i went home

_____________________

TODAY!

i went for class today, my partner to my right(we sit in 3s)
was a bit lezzy today
went a bit crazy
example......

-> she put her hand at my shoulder there and felt my bra strap, then she was like, "eh, nads! you wearing sports bra is it?" and i was like wth?? why were u feeling my bra for??

-> she started hitting me like CRAZY. like pinching me arms, slapipng my tighs, and so on. i was starting to freak out.

-> She actually started making the kissy noises. (she knew it irritats me due to previous weeks experiances) and i was like shut the hell up!!!!

-> last week or 2 weeks ago, she took a pen and poked my "ahems" i seriously dont know whats up with her

BUT SHE BETTER SHIT OFF.
and im serious.


whoa, this is like one of my longest posts ever, maybe cos im in the mood

TODAY! MAN CITY V.S ARSENAL! arsenals gonna win baby!!!!!!!!
gonna sleep late today. although i have tuition 2mr at 11. hahah
oh yeah, i almost punched and really hantam-ed someone today cos she kept (joking or what i dont know-but it pisses me off) saying that i was a _____________. really pissed me off. irritating biatch, screw off laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

____________________

im thinking of this..
since my mum wont let me have a haircut...
i shall wait till im 16, and then cut my hair short and dye it orange and gold.
good idea? yes
she cant say anything thouigh, ill be 16=D
and 16's the age you can stay out late and the police cant catch you(or is it 17?)
yeha baby!
whooohooo!
ive been feeling rebellious lately, but im not showing it.
no point. hahaha

________________

im talking about really random things now, i dont know why.
but i feel like talking a lot.
but im lazy to CALL
yeah mann
and if i had an uploadable picture phone, i would have posted the pic
where i thought i looked EXACTLY like HAIKAL.
seriously!
apart from the long hair, of cos. jahaha

________________

uhh...hmmm.......
a lot of birthdays coming up, not enough money. how???
i really dont know.
and my fingers are starting to ache from typing too much
seriously.
i love britneys "piece of me!"
rakws!

BRITNEY, YOU GO GURL! I LOVE YOU!"





CHOW DUDES,
WIILLLL BLOOOGGGG SOME OTHER DAY.

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