Saturday, February 02, 2008, 3:12 AM
special announcement to you-know(or dont know)-who
hey,
im really sorry, i really dont know why, but its not working out. i didnt fall for a sweet-talker last year, i didnt fall for a guy who cares that much. i fell for a heck-care person and i dont see that in you anymore. i realised that i got worried when you didnt call, but i got pissed when you actually did. i got irritated when you msg-ed me, and when ur phone got (something-ed) i was actually pleased, i live my life until you call/ msg me, then my world gets crashing down again. i know i dont love you now and im lying to myself, forcing myself into soome sort of comitment. i dont like that, it makes me feel terrible inside. but at the same time, i dont want to tell you how i really feel cos im scared i would hurt you, but one of us would get hurt in the end. we have a huge problem here, you love me too m uch, and i dont. im willing to just give it another week, and if things dont go well, im really sorry. i love you(as a friend) but the point is, im not IN love with you.....
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just made that public didnt i?
no point asking who cos im not gonna tell,
and its only been 4 days, but yeah....
i hate the feeling. ill rather be free.
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YESTERDAY
TK road run!!!!!!!!!
so they said they would release us at 11.40 right..
in the end there was A FIRE DRILL right at the end-.-"
so we were released at 12?????
wth laaa
then me, glenn, dexter, shu tong, debbie, alvin, jevon, kevin, yichong, and ian went to parkway parade
apparently, HALF the tk population went there too.
ate at banquet, then went to 77th strreet to get peng das present
I SPENT A EFFIN 42 BUCKS THERE OK!
heres the list
$2---->part of peng das present
$7.90->a chain with a cool thingy for myself
$19.90--->a bilabong belt i baught for myself
$12-->membership card
OMFG
the card was soo unnececery(s.p?)
haisz
but i like it though!!!!!!!!
then went to the bus stop there right...omg! so many tk students poured in after we reached there
and after waiting 23875105 mins, the bus 43 FINALLY came.
then we were all "whoooooooo!"-ing
and te bus uncle was like"which school is this? u better behave urself before i throw u out"
and i was like"wth?????????"
reached there, walked from changkat changi, i think to east coast.
then it rained-.-'
then it got canceled
then i went home
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TODAY!
i went for class today, my partner to my right(we sit in 3s)
was a bit lezzy today
went a bit crazy
example......
-> she put her hand at my shoulder there and felt my bra strap, then she was like, "eh, nads! you wearing sports bra is it?" and i was like wth?? why were u feeling my bra for??
-> she started hitting me like CRAZY. like pinching me arms, slapipng my tighs, and so on. i was starting to freak out.
-> She actually started making the kissy noises. (she knew it irritats me due to previous weeks experiances) and i was like shut the hell up!!!!
-> last week or 2 weeks ago, she took a pen and poked my "ahems" i seriously dont know whats up with her
BUT SHE BETTER SHIT OFF.
and im serious.
whoa, this is like one of my longest posts ever, maybe cos im in the mood
TODAY! MAN CITY V.S ARSENAL! arsenals gonna win baby!!!!!!!!
gonna sleep late today. although i have tuition 2mr at 11. hahah
oh yeah, i almost punched and really hantam-ed someone today cos she kept (joking or what i dont know-but it pisses me off) saying that i was a _____________. really pissed me off. irritating biatch, screw off laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.
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im thinking of this..
since my mum wont let me have a haircut...
i shall wait till im 16, and then cut my hair short and dye it orange and gold.
good idea? yes
she cant say anything thouigh, ill be 16=D
and 16's the age you can stay out late and the police cant catch you(or is it 17?)
yeha baby!
whooohooo!
ive been feeling rebellious lately, but im not showing it.
no point. hahaha
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im talking about really random things now, i dont know why.
but i feel like talking a lot.
but im lazy to CALL
yeah mann
and if i had an uploadable picture phone, i would have posted the pic
where i thought i looked EXACTLY like HAIKAL.
seriously!
apart from the long hair, of cos. jahaha
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uhh...hmmm.......
a lot of birthdays coming up, not enough money. how???
i really dont know.
and my fingers are starting to ache from typing too much
seriously.
i love britneys "piece of me!"
rakws!
BRITNEY, YOU GO GURL! I LOVE YOU!"
CHOW DUDES,
