Friday, March 07, 2008, 4:03 AM
ok. something got my mind working, after a day of no braining.
i dont know.
i think im falling for someone again.
but like...i dont want to ruin a good relationship
so im pondering.
ponder ponder ponder
i ponder a lot
part of me wants to to ask him out, but part, i mean most of me wants to just be the bestest friends forever instead of one time thing
so yeah...im really confused right now.
but all the same, i hate the feeling of being in a r/s
or was the 1st time that bad it scars?
i know my 1st one didnt work cos i didnt love him.
but how will it feel like to be in a r/s with someone u love?
i dont know if this is love of atrraction
but whatever it is, i dont want to know
i dont want to find out.
will i get the same suffocating feeling when i did with him?
or will i experience something different?
more questions, no answers, no bravery, no courage
