you should have seen my class
in fact, most of the classes today
everyone was like sooo half dead mann.
i was 3/4 dead
cos like....its friday, all our energy used up
anyway, had shooting
WHICH WAS FUN!
due to the lovelyness and hornyness of gwen, tjin penh, felicia and yang ran.
=)
BIIIG SMILLLE!
i love them loads=)
they rock up my day
anyway, i had a very nice lunch.
school lunch, but nice
i found out that im just a reserve for the shooting team
expected ahh
given the las few practises i had no mood so its all blah
so allthebest=)
got laods of homework,
so gtg=)))
everything i do,
i have my reasons
the reason i dont do some homework, its cos i dont see the point in doing it
the reason i sleep in some classes is cos i know i wont learn anything anyway
the reason i like to break some rules is just to irritate
the reason i dont talk to you is because i know it will just hurt me
the reason i dont want to see you is because i dont know
the reason i dont respect some teachers is beacuse they dont respect us and i dont think then theyll deserve respect
the reason i eat is because im hungry
the reason i swear is because im angry
the reason i laugh is because you make me
the reason i smile is because of all of you
the reason i continue living is for God
i might have sinned a lot
but ill never give up, nor kill myself
i have too much respect for that
the reason i am an a-hole is to hide the insecure bitch inside
the reason i blog is because im bored.
the reason i have friends is because they rock
the reason i push them a little is cos i want them to be who they are, and better
the reason have fever is cos im sick
the reason im horny is beacuse my friends are
the reason i like britney is cos shees hot
the reason dont like skirts cos its just not me
the reason i hate school is cos of homework
the reason i love school is cos of friends
the reason i go shooting is cos i wanna prove that im good for something
the reason i do well in NPCC is to irritate kim
the reason i irritate kim is that i have nothing better to do
the reason i have nothing better to do is that im a loser
the reason ima loser is that i keep losing friends that i make
the reason i keep losing friends is cos i suck
the reason i suck is cos i rock
the reason i rock is cos of all those who made me the rock


and the list goes on and on,
so you know,....
everything happens 4 a reason
i hope you read this so you know.


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THE SAME CHER IS PISSING ME OFF
do you know that it sux to not have you?
it sucks, but it has to be the way it is now
sorry im a bitch.



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honestly, the teacher of 2 subjects is pissing me off
i dont like that teacher
so irritating,
i shallnot write the name
though its really obvious.
irritating mann
thinks were back in pri school days
i really felt like a pri 1 class and it sux
maybe we deserve o be treated that way
but what we deserve, i feel we shouldnt get

anyway, comp on the other side kena virus so now im actually using moms laptop
yeahhh
i feeel sooo pissed of,
not at the teacher, or the person, just at life
i want to shout vulgarities here, but obviously i cant
so yeah
whatever mann
kay.
blah.
im soo freaking bored at home
i wanna go to school and just spend reccess and nothing else.
i want a laptop of my own
i want everything i cant get
so there.
hey
sorry if youre gonna hate me,
but what the heck
if you didnt know me,
im hellavan a-hole
i didnt go to you 1st, you came,
then things just happened
and things have to be back where it started from.









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=D
thats my current mood
just read about jokes and all
people were cheery at sku so i guess i was tooo=)
hahah!
time to do omework!
and omg. ellen degeneres is getting maried to portia derossi
i thought they broke up alread-.-
hello!
im still feeling VERY VERY pissed
but shooting and being around 2c-ians and shooting people really really helped perk me up and SMILE!
cos they all rock
i love shooting
i can pretend the person head is the centre and shoot there
however,
someone was next to me make sooo much noise-.-"
shooting shirts!
yay!
its gonna be nice bodoh!

anyway, school was usual
so like we changed chers for english, lit, geog and science
talk about dramatic change
so irritating
at least no MR TEO
=)
3 cheers!
our english cher treat us like pri sch kid
raise up ur hand.,,,
wheres your silence?
why arent u practising rule 2?
what level are u at?
(fyi, level 1=whisper, 2=talk normally, 3=presentation)
cher, its only gonna backfire, especially with MY class
but i think weve grown a bit=)
so maybe well be nice and a lot nicer to you.
hahah
that ends the day
theres a fly following me and its buugging me out
someting funny that wasnt funny happened ytd.
me(and my bro tagged along)
went to CLARKE quay to go sing arts fest
so went there...
had to find gwen
so first, i went up exit E
then i called gwen
she told me to meet at exit B
so i misheard and climbed up EXIT C
and 90 STEPS OK!
90 steps may not seem a lot but after camp. IT IS!
then went up,
called gwen again.
she said exit B
so went down
then stopped to buy drink
then went and walk2
found gwen=)
then wait for ritesh
tricked sunshine
then we couldnt find the place
so we went to 3 different shopping centres to ask them where
they DIDNT KNOW
then we went to the 3rd one.
they knew
so we follow instructions, cannot find
so we went back to the 2nd one.
gave us DIFFERENT instructions
still cannot find
inthe end...
sunshine thought he found but in the end it wasnt s.a.f
it was THE CHINA EARTHQUAKE THING
3 hours of walking and no success
you guys must be hating me now mann


at night, went to the water show
not bad, quite interesing
took pcs
the story damn hard to understand

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did u read the papers today?
about the killling of the transvestite?
and like yesterday and the day before they played the tranny story on hbo.
maybe people got ideas?
its soo not funny
let humans live, people,
let them live.
let God decide when they will die ok?
dont decide their fate for them.

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basically
im really really pissed at some people right now
if i dont reply ur freaking messages
thats cos i have better things to do
all it takes is just one message to get me pissed at you
so shut the hell up.
dont make me do anything else
okayy....uhh
i think my body if functioning very2 wierdly.
everytime i wake up from sleep, suddenly my body temperature will be like 38.5-39 degrees
then after like an hour half, it becomes normal again.
if its like this then today i dun want to sleep ahh
so going to clarke quay today
still got 2 lit to do
school hols are like sooo PPPPPPPPPPPPPPPFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFTTTTTTTTT
im sooo bored.
i want to change skin but im too lazy.
haha
HEYY YAWW! im back from caaamp!
okayy. so on the first day, i woke up at 6 to go to school
there fall in.
then uhhh......haissz...
PT! ARRRRGHHHH!
1st day pt was ok lahh
not that tired-cos its 1st day, obviously
then uhhm....breakfast, had bread.
after that idk lahh
grouping i think
my group was me, schnieder, another boy, and 2 NICE sec 1 girls!
it was ok ahh
im in group 8,.....
then lunch.
lunch my group ate raw maggi mee cos we didnt want to wash up
then kena scolded by(sir) wh.
so during dinner, i didnt eat.
cos BAND. took the NPCC toilets.i was there to protect MY ccas toilet
then when i went out to eat.
MY GROUP FREAKING CLEANED UP!
arrrrrrrrrrrrr!
so no dinner for me.
tool like 3 tiger biscuits.
then dunno wad i did...blablablablabla
had group meeting, our ics were RAWWWKING!
our group name was CAPTAIN UNDERPANTS!
yeahh!
blablabla
slept at 11plus.
then couldnt sleep, so woke ip all the sec 1 girls at about 5plus.
morning pt....
jialat ahh. 2nd day pt already pump hunded plus..
then we had "iron man"
the sec 2s sooo owned the sec 1s!!!!!
then bla3
pump and pump and drills and drills
arrrrrr
night got campfire, so we performed.
the campfire was sooo short n they sang songs we didnt really know
so i didnt loose my voice
darn, last camp i lost my voice.
this camp, lost it due to pt shouting.
then we had to run and run and run and run here and there.
after the uhhh campfire, had interection with THE WONDERFUL SEC 4S!
our short interection there right,, was LONGER than the many interections we had with the sec 3s. haiiisz.
then they gave us sweets and chocolates!
THANK-A-YOU!
haisz. no will never be the same ahh. if things get sooo bad, im going to BREAK MY LEG so no need to go.
and when my legs heals, ill break the other leg
then the arm, then the other arm. you get the point=)
watched THE GRUDGE 2
scary seeeeeyyyyhhh! i didnt watch.
even the teachers were screaming,
i only watched the not scary part.
like the part where the high school girl were in bikinnis. the boys were like whoooa!
then they did wolf whistle
so i looked up and cheng3 hahaha
then sleot at 12plus
this time knock out.
i woke up at 0605 cos i geard the sec 3s shouting
then i woke up the girls.
then i ran down to wake up the sec 2 boys at around 0610 and the sec 1 boys at 0612
we were late seeeeyyyh
pffffffffffffffffffffffft. grrrr
uhm......the t again. this time pt whoa. damn hard. leg pain then i couldnt breathe but heck laaa just run. run until faint can already
but i didnt faint. sadded
then early breakfast cos like me and 2 tagores in sec 1 had shooting
so shooting from 9 to 1plus
went out just in time to fall in in canteen
then uhm....run run run. then dismissal!!!!!!!!! wheee!=)
then i went home. and i slept after linch mann
when i woke up, i had a fever until now.
i think i had fever fom shooting, but i brushed it of as lack of sleep.
so then eat madicine and all.
now im better ahh.
im like a walking zoooombie today
yesterday, kept up till like 2 cos i wanted to watch the france vs netherlands
so at like 2 i went to my dads room with my pillow
so like the italy game just ended, so like 45 mins to the france game.
so i fell aslepp-.-"
then the next day my mum woke me up at 6-.-"
i tohught it was my dad waking me up for the game
and i didnt sleep back
so when my dad woke up i asked himwhy he never wake me up
he said that he did, but all i did was stir and sleep back
then he said while the game was on,
i actually sat up, looked at the game for a while, then slept back
and guess what?
I DIDNT REMEMBER ALL THAT! 0.0
wierd


anyway, im going to sing arts fest at clack quay at 3.30 on saturday
anyone wanna join?
and i have 2 dnt homework, 2 lit, and heymath left. damn im so amazing. and only like 1 week of hols left including camp.
MUST GET TO WORK!
hey..
yesterday i could sleep so i went over to dads room to watch soccer
germany vs croatia.
croatia were the one who beat england, btw
and germany were playing like...
UBEZKISTAN!
their defense was like singapore lions defense like that
and thats why croatia won 2-1-.-"

then i went to bed at around 2
and was rudely awakened at 10 by my mom who was scolding my brother
daaaang
so here i am now
anyway, about 10 last night,
talked to hx on the phone again.
mann, hes a good counsellor and listener=)
hey sweet things=D
whats up?
hahah
i have like sooo many homework left.
7 more projects left yo.
haiszzz.
and np camp coming on...so yeah.
anyway,
i found an interesting song,
i kissed a girl from katy perry
the beat it nice.
they lyrics are...uhhhh???
wierd?
okayy
so anyway..
ate sushi today
had a lot of salmon
guess im a salmon freak=D
hello hot people.
well, today i had NOCC SANA COURSE.
its alll the way at SENGKANG
so i thought i had to go there by myself so i asked my maid to wake me up at 5.30
but then at ard 11 my dad told me hell send me to city hall...
so i was like...liddat can wake up at 6!
but too late... my maid asleep dun wan to disturb her
so i reached city hall at 7, took the train to dhoby ghaut
but i got lost at city hall 1st laaa
then there i walked ou tof the ezlink card beeping thing
then just as i walked out... I SAW VEENA!
yay!
MS XIAO TIAN WAS SO LATE
not so late, just late
so we thought we would be late for the course so we ran ran ran all the way to the train that gets to sembawang
apparently, we were quite early
quite easy to find the community centre too
so went there..
were like one of the last schools to go up
shd have listened to GWEN
so went up..

there was
tanjong katong sec
tanjong katong girls
telok kurau
bedok north
cchs main
cchs yishun
some chinese school
broadrick

so we had to sit in rows
and later on i ended up beside this TELOK KURAU (also known as the other tk)
girl(i think) who had hot hair
she looked like a guy, like my tuition friend
but in the end, her voice was high, so therefore=knew she was a girl!
anyway...shes nice!
shes the only one in the group that talked to me.
and shes nice and funny tooo.
will i see her again?
i like her hair
the other 2 broadrick guys in my group were MONYETS
so i called them monyet 1 and monyet 2
then they got pissed at me-.-

so ther whole day was basically about drugs
'quite boring cos like....ive learnt it all before
then before dismissal, we played tug of war.
ok ahh. my hand all turn red

THERES THIS URBER CUTE GIRL IN TELOK KURAU! MIAO!!!
random!

ok...our instructor, johnathan, reminded of of daniel from club med.
so anyway...for the quiz right..
TKSS AS IN TANJONG KATONG had 2 people who scored full marks!
DEXTER AND JOHNATHAN!
yay for them!
hahs!
WE HAVE SMART PEOPLE.

took a long time to get home then i saw this (insert race) who wore a gay white shirt.
hahahaa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WENT HOME WITH GWEN, VEENA, XIAOTIAN AND ME!
OMG!
YTD I TALKED YO hong xiang for like 40 mins
DAMN LONG!
i havent even talked to anyone for that long before!
like we talked about crap before he went to talk to his *^(*^(@#&)#$&)
hes a goood friend mann.
=)
ive finally found a friend to talk to when im bored. aint that cool?
ive been thinking.
thinking too much i think, really...

we only live once right?
and during that one time you live..
will you really be who you really are?
or will you rather put on a show?
if the real you is a pathetic loser,
will you just break out and pretend to be some super heck care person that youre not???
if youre a freak by nature,
will you go for some surgury to cure yourself just for the world to see?
its wierd what people do for the world
but if you dont pretend to be who you are not,
youll end up...wasting your one and only chance to live?
but if you pretend, you cant help but feel youre a faker
somethimes i wonder,
what kind of person would i have been if i went to tkg instead of tkss?
i know i wont be who i am now, cos its the school that changed the way i am
maybe, if i went to tkg, i would have been an emo kid sitting at the back of the class
i also wonder, what would happen if i got married?
cos now, i dont think ill ever want to marry
i tihnk marriage is for people who just want to clain other people as thiers
but if there was no such thing as marriage, i wont be here, right?
i tihnk the world is just a relly complicated place.
theres no knowing what will happen
then theres world war 2
it was a terrible war, many wisshed it didnt happen
but if it didnt happen,
will spore be what it is now?
or will it be a fishing village?
then i ask, what if i wore dresses and skirts and bitch around like theres no 2mr?
then ill think, what would happen if i was still the nerd i was in pri school?
what if i didnt grow?
what if i dont get to see L.A?
life has too many quetions with no answers.
thats why, i dont like to think
HELLO HOTASSES!

ok...3 days ago, i went to kl with family
so we left home at around 7.
and WE GOT STUCK AT A JAM RIGHT OUTSIDE TUAS!
took us 2 hours just to reach the friggin checkpoint
pffft
then checked in to the hotel and went for idk what

after that went shopping
and watched SUPERHERO MOVIE!
omgs!
i love that movie!
its sooo horny babes!
the next day..
we watched NARNIA
quite boring and slow
i prefer chick flicks and slapsticks
hahah

then i was just w alking around,
observing things right..
and i realised
MALAYSIAN MATS ARE SO FREAKING HOTTER CANN?
yeeeeap
then i baught a converse bag
i tihnk its nice
hahah

uhh.
had 9 meals during the 2nd day
met up with cousin 4 a while
shes very cute
haha

then last day...
i saw this HUGE BUILT ang moh
who wore a tight shirt and short skirt
and braided hair
she reminded me of kimberly and a barbie doll combined.
=p

so then went home..
and here i am now!
im sooo lazy to like blog nowadays
pfffffffffffffffffft

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my sister dreamt that kim hai(wonders how she knows his name)
went to china and died in the quake0.0
NOOOOOOOOOO!
if he really died.
ill cry my soul out.
heheh

BYE HOT PEOPLE!
heyy yo
im off to KL tomorrow..
hahah

anyway, just randomly saying..
i dont trust doctors.
seriously
i mean like i know they helo us and stuff
but i dont trust them
like the doctor just now
he was like
1)no eating seafood
2)try not to get sweaty
3)dont wear long sleeves in singapore weather
4)try not to eat too much fish and meat
5)if you want to eat meat eat only lean meat
6)dry your hair straight after you bathe
7)dont sleep just after you bathe
8)dont use hair gel/wax
9)dont use any form of lotion
10)try not to do too much straineous activity

and theres more.
trust me

i might as well DIE.
and thats why i dont trust bulls***
that the doctors say

=)
damn,
missing shooting now...
down with some wierd case of stomach upset.
might have been from my bro or something
mannn...
ive missed like 2 sessions alrd. how?
how to compete?
damn damn damn
just so you know
i dont think i like ********* anymore
it hurts, but he feels so distant.
maybe things will change after sku reopens
***********. im falling for someone else
why does it always happen during the time its not supposed to?
these questions has no answers.
its only there to make you ponder


im never gonna get over you, no matter what i say. im not referring to hx.
hey!
i suppose i should blog more right?
ok..
uhm...stayed up all night playing with my handphone...
then woke up at 7 to go for shooting
shooting was ok
-i guess-
kinda improved a weeny bit
then went home with adam, gwen and rutherford.

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hello syasya and tashryn!
i miss u guys laaaaa
hot bitches
i wanna catch a movie or go out with u guys
oh yeah. ALYANA hotass!
i want to catch a movie with you toooo=)

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damn.
i cant wait for holidays to be over
then i can see what i really really truly feel about love
hiaszzzz

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why u all not going for np camp?
knncb

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