HELLO!
floorball during pe was soo fun today
science test was crap
dont know wad they saying

NAPFA? NAPHA?
test was SUPER!
loved it soo

sit ups-->33(A)
standing b jump--> 168(c)
i pull ups--> 19(A)
sitnreach-->44(a)
shuttle run-->11.16(a)
2.4km--> 16.18(C)

joy!!!!

hahahahahahaha!
im adding many people on friendster-.-"
shows the no life i have
i got kicked at and punched at and bullied by my FRIEND who sat next to me today
really hurt
but didnt want to hit back ahh
theyre only playing anyway
pfft

HONG XIANG
im so sorry i cant make it for ur concert tomorrow. i know it means a lot to you, but i cant make it. so sorry. break a leg! by the way, mr, i may just tell you who i like one of these days=)


TO WHOEVER CONCERNED:
heyy,
im sorry i ever doubted you. im sorry that i ever thought you were a jerk, you were probably just pissed at me for that moment. im really sorry i blindly accused you. you deserve much better. and thats why i didnt want to take things furthur cos i really didnt love you by that time., you were right, now that i think back, you making wait long. it was a test to see if my love 4 u was real., i thought it was, but it wasnt. i know you didnt want any lame, unsuccessful, unloving relationship. and youre right, were still young. live first, worry later... i love you as a friend



to youknowwho
and i sacrifised my soccer, my hockey, my boy clotes, everything 4 u.cant you see that cant you see thatyou have taken away all the happiness that i had till i had to find new ones? sure, i gave you a lot of problems and created problems.but its just how i feel, i dont feel comfertable with who i am now, what you have made me to be,you made me wear pink shirts, stop wearing black clothes, stop wearing caps, i just did it cos u wanted me to. not what i wanted to.sometimes, i thnk you dont understand me at all. dad, u 1st said u wanted to get me a new soccer shirt. arsenal jersey. you flew me to cloud 21841024.then you said youll buy me the ladies version, then i was estatic. but a few days ago, you told bro that you would buy him a new chelsea shirt.and u simply turned around and said"girls dun nid laa ehh?" you got me so crushed you know that? it may be a stupid reason or so, but youseriously got me falling. you tink that bykeeping those things away from me youll make me change?i dont think so.ill just grow up the way i want to be. drive sports cars, and all. im not going to be a banker or what, im gonna join the army. then youll loose me and never will see me again,why cant you understand me and the way i am?dont you know that you cant change me? i am the way i am. not some stupid girl who sits down doing chores. im up and raring to go. when were you born? the 1st century? they say the teen years are the best, i think not, you took away my fun, and me figuring out by myself who i should be,you really think it would work? i went there just to shut you up. im gonna be who i am gonna be. i dont care, im not gonna marry anyone. you made me feel that way. i dont deserve o let others share my heart with meyou ruined my life and what meant most to me. i should have not been born. i would have been a better spirit then alive anyday
hey people.
i got soo pissed at my dad ytd.
super pissed.
then bacause of that,
i got seriouslyy pissed off when i only got a 12.5 on my math
and i felt like choking and killing someone when mdm goo told me to go to remedial
i felt sooo (&^$%*&)(ed up
then i was *&$(&!)@$ed up all the way til science
felt much better when jasmine and bianca started talking about food then things went back to normal
UNTIL i remembered i had to go for remedial again then i got sooo pissed again

LIFE CAN BE SOOO PISSIFyING

friday:

npcc!
before that, watched the boys play LAN(dota and cs)
then went for art
then had serious drills
damn tired now
it was a hectic drill session
felt like dying
ok
i feel so screwed
bye people.
YO! ITS RACIAL HORMONY celebration at TKSS TODAY!
hahaaha
morning was raining heavily...
suddenly like the schoolk looked very the colourful cos everyone wore house tee
then after a long3 wait, had AMAZING RACE flag off.
went to kalang macs 1st,
then to some community club
then to malay village to do soduku
my group took half hour plus to do it sia!
then went back to school,
came in about 5 or 6
then went to the audi

the lecture damn boring sia!
i was there for 20 mins only want to die alrd
imagine those who were there for like 1 hour plus
then had the concert
THE FREEDANCING damn cool!
all houses rawked!

einstiens one was really "cool"
davincis one was superb,
tagores one was plain hilarious
and RUTHERFORDS one was really serious! and the part at the end where the girl made the v shape with her legs and fatin helped to hold it up looked kinda.....sexual=p

REZA the wheelchair guy actually performed! damn cute laaa

then we had a skit
there were 3 characters, malay boy with mowhawk, fat chinese boy with fats, and
a "boy" who looked like a girl who was actually supposed to play a boy but a girl in real person.
confusing? i think yes.

then went home...and here i am! hahaha
I WATCHED BATMAN!
its a really good movie!
a bit long, but really cool!
so went to kallang with family except sister
and watched
full of thrills, mystery, romance, and a wole load of lessons in that 2 hour plus movie
so while going out of the kallang leisure park,
i happened to look into the yoghurt/ice cream place
and i saw
"someones" ex-girlfriend with another girl!!!!o.o
and i was like...omg-she moved on fast-.-"
hahaha
then now im home=)


2.4 TOMORROW 2C PEOPLE!
time to beat- 16 MINS
try to achieve: keeping up with the SUPER FAST crystal
i would be so amazed if i can keep up with her-seriously
its official-
every saturday is "abuse me day"
apparently...
SOME GIRL WHO SITS BESIDES ME LIKES TO WHACK ME-.-"
bad enough yesterday2 my shoulder alrd red..
then yesterday she kept whacking me there...
pffffffffffffffft
okayy
ahhhh
idk what to blog ahhh

SYASYA! I DO NOT SPY ON TKG GIRLS. okehhh?
DO NOTTTT
i just happen to look in there once in w while to see if i can spot hgs people laaaa
I PROMISE!
ok=)
THANK U MILLION MILLION WIDIA FOR GOING TO NPCC!!!!
it was fun!
like nocc very fun
fall in,
took bus
go bedok police station
then go shoot pistol(dry shoot)
WTH SIAAA
i cant shoot the damn pistol with 1 finger! must use 2!
wth?
my finger to short laaa
then after that while waiting for the rest
BRA SNAPPING!
wth again...
widia bra sooo loose cannot snapp.
then she kept snapping mine then i went home all red siaaaa
pffft=)
planned to really unhook the bra but i didnt
i not that bad wadddd
hehehehehehe

art was sooo freaking wth!
we had this person coming in from outside the sch
a spokesperson from some art company
come
and advertise the art
and when we did our thing right
she kept yelling out "OOOOH! WONDERFULL! FABULOUS! I SEE YOU AS A POTENTIAL ARTIST! SUPER!" and all that
i felt like laughing inside....
hahaha!
byebye poeple!
have u ever felt so screwed up before???
you think you know the certain someone,
when in fact, you actually dont
and all that was in front of you was merely an illusion.
have u ever felt hurt, joy, pain, relief, confusion, and crushed all at the same time?
have you ever called someone a jerk and really meant it?

i met this guy.
i thought he was good
i mean, he seemed good, he was actually good, but why did he become blackspiderman from spiderman in a blink of an eye?
unless this is some sort of wierd story, i dont think its nice
this guy....basically,
was what my ideal guy wuld be like
something along that
then,
waited and waited for him
the days, the 6 months you wait
the whole 6 months where you keep wondering, and wondering
then one day,
he just smss you, "i never meant to crush you physically, just emotionally. since february, about the time you gave me that letter".
how would you feel, huh?
then suddenly,
he gives one lame excuse "i need to help my brother find his homework"
its really nice, really.
not.
then.... i felt like... kind of used???
so i messaged my two best friends in the world
and one replied, the other called back
the one who called back,
he helped a lot.
we talked and talked and talk.
it was as if he understood.
it was really nice,
knowing someone cares
who would actually listen to your rants
then, he told me some things,
that made me wonder.
really wonder.
like..
was it true that he was really being a jerk?
or was he just being sarcastic?
i dont know
but that night
by best best friend invited me to watch a piano concert he was performing in
it was really nice of him
usually, it would be a 'whatever' kind of thing
but then, it seemed.
really nice.
basically, i felt like a pregnant woman.

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gwens bdae is 2mr.
BETTER REMEMBER AHHH.
heyy
i did something today,
that im not proud of,
neither am i going to regret,
but definately not proud of
i realised this world isnt mine to live
its someone elses
it isnt the way it was meant to be
so sorry.
hello!
i was doing a science experiment.
what effect does little/excess of sour candy have an effect on me?
apparently,
last week or so, when i had a huge overdose,
i ended up with a caugh,
then a sore throat,
then a fever

but..
what effect does a little bit of it have on me?
my voice will be really hoarse, and and itll crack as i speak
wierd or what?

and now im searching for harry potter cheats for my GAMEBOY COLOUR
laaame
HELLO!
i changed my braces colour!
black and PINK!
yay!
looks nice, i thnk
hey2!
i found out the name of the hot tkg that SOMEONE noticed~
her name is SHU REI of sec 3
i cant find her anywhere on the net though.
blahhhhh
pffft
had a horny and fun time today!!!
yay!




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i loved meeting you=D
OMG!
I REMEMBERED!
when fall in that time.
we were facing tkg
and guess what?
I SPOTTED A HOTTIE!
number 5, dark blue singlet
who is she ahh?
shes hot, short hair, and flat chested-.-"
hey2!
I WASNT PURPOSELY LOOKING OOK!
i looked to see if i knew anyone
or if anyone was hotter than me, then i just HAPPENED to see
ok?
who knows her name??? o.o
yo
back from NP!
arrr. dun wanna talk about npcc
so yeah
school was ok
and finally, its the weekends! wooohaaaa!
so anyway, before this i know i wanted to blog about something but now i forgot
im waitng for THAT person to come online
but shes not on-.-
grrrrrr

____________________
im gonna meet ROOTBEER 2mr!
cant wait!
its been a long time since weve met eh hottie?
yay!
something to look forward too=)
I LOVE YOU!
you lied to me. i suppose you thought it was ok. i mean, its just me, no one big right? i thought you were the best. no one has ever been such a hero in my eyes. you were out of your life. you were great, you told me everything i needed to know about life. suddenly, you changed it all just for what people think? what is this mann? what has the past few years of your life meant to you? just some form of experiment? see how to live your life? suddenly, youve changed. its so f-ed up. people change, i understand, but what you did, i dont understand. you suck, do you know that? you may be hot, but you definately suck. how bout pri school eh? forgot all about it already? how bout all your friends who saved you? have you forgotten them already? wow, thats fast. really fast. if you could forget us ever so quickly, i wonder, what kind of person are you? yes, ily, but f off. i dont want to see your face or hear your voice anymore. you freakin disgust me. you really do.


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oh yeah. to the other you...how can i not forget. you dont suck, no you dont. its your attitude i hate. your attitude i hate a lot. I may have attitude, bad attitudes or so on, you may say, i dont give a damn. its me, i have no life. but you do have a fcking life. so just live it properly ok. i want the best and only the best for you cos ily so. dont disappoint me. can you just be a little.... more you? suck it up and act tough. ily.


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the world is so seriously screwed up right now that you dont know it. one moment, youre loving this guy, then, youre loving another. then youre back loving the first guy you loved and hated. what is this? some sort of wierd thinking? its soo... pfft. then since you messed it up with guy no 1, you know you cant get back with him. you may be good friends, but youll never get it. get what you want. cos guy no 1 doesnt feel for you that way anymore.then guy no 2. you love him so, you felt like youll do anything to be with him, but after the hols, you just dont feel it abnymore. he seems to be ignoring you, hes not saying anything to you. (completely different story) then you feel so fed up with the opposite race, you go for your own race. then not are you going against the law, youre going aginst god. if you hat god, then its ok. then you get hurt again, then you go for the oppposite sex again. and the cycle may repeat. but its wierd. life is wierd, youll never know whats gonna happen, you really dont, in life...youll never get what you always want. you never will. thats why its called life. cos its unfair and unjust and people look down on you, and people tell you what to do, what to wear, what to eat, what fork and spoon to use, what brand of shoes to wear, what brand of underwear to put on. life, is simply... f
blogging is like soo pffft to do now..
no mood uhh.
uhhmm
now like...its my emo time of year?
always happens.
its also the time when i lose all my appetite to eat
no worries.
its normal.
no wonder before this period i could eat a lot.
cos now, i dont feel like eating food at all mann
then this is the part of year where i keep on wondering
and thinking about useless stuff.
and trying to memorise useless stuff(like the name of all the characters in friends)
so if i ignore you/dont talk to you,
its nothing
sooo.
today was ok
went home with gwen, jevon, and ritesh
theyre sooo funny they rock my world
and rock my sexy ass!

ok people,. watch 1988...SEGARIS SINAR on suria every monday at 9.30
its a good show..
COS MY FRIENDS ARE IN IT!
wooooooh!
the actor crew from tkss are...
ADAM AFIQ ABD WAHAB, playing.....gangster
ZULHAQQIM, playing "didi"
HIDAYAT, playing "zul"
and
RIDHUAN, playing... "fendi"
wheee!
theyre sooo goood=)
i miss you soo much,
from the very moment you left my left,
those very two years ago.
i missed you,
your smile,
your laughter,
your face,
weve gone through a lot,
together as one,
i dreamt of you yesterday,
it seemed so real,
how i wished it was too.
i could smell you
hear you,
see you,
but when i woke up, it seemed very distant,
i loved you a lot,
then you left.
i took time to mend this broken heart,
now it ok, with the occasional hurt
i may have found another,
but the other will never,
and can never,
replace you,
and the love from me,
for you.
you didnt have to go,
you yourself know it,
you didnt have to go.
ily.


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i had a wierd day today
i switched to my wierd personality
it means
i dont like to be touched,
spoken to,
looked at,
laugh
and talk
ill be a loner
i dont like you to touch my food.
or be in the same room as me
it usually happens when i miss someone badly.
ims o screwed
hey sexy!
im bored
im confused
im sleepy
ohhh greaaat
IM HYPER!
COS GUESS WHAT?
NO MORE FEVER!
YAY!
AND TODAY WAS SHOOTING COMPETITION!
YAY!
IT WAS SO FUN WATCHING IT!
YAY!
WE GOT OUR SHOOTING SHIRTS AND IT WAS SOOO NICE!
YAY!
WE DIDNT COME IN LAST!
YAY!
WE ACTUALLY CAME IN ONE OF THE LAST 10!
YAY!
THEN WE ATE AT 711
YAY!
THEN WENT BACK TO CLASS AND KENA COPY LONG PARAGRAPH OF WORDS BY MSLISA!
BOOO!
THEN KENA STAY BACK FOR SPELLING!
BOO!
hellloooo
my body is sooo wierd.
sometimes i have fever, sometimes, i dont, then it comes back again-.-"
so today, i woke up at 4.45 to find out that my fever was 39 degress.
o.o
then i slept back cos i had a headache.
then i found myself shivering to death.
but i continued sleeping
then i woke up again at 6 and found out that my fever was 39.3
=o then i bathed to bring the temperature down
then i slept back
so then when i was sleeping.
i was actually really sweating
so when i woke up at 9, my whole shirt was wet!
wetter than after i ran 2.4
wierd or what?
anyway..
thanks to gwen, kim hai and hong xiang for wishing me to get better soon
i love you guys=D

this is what hafiz reply post to me.


Dear Nadira,
I hope this post finds you in good health. I just want to thank you too for being a very, very good friend. I wished we could hang out more often tetapi masa tidak memberi izin. Namun, saya berasa amat bersyukur dan bangga sekali kerana berjaya bersahabat dengan awak. I've always treated you as a close one and yeah, I'll miss you too okay? May Allah bless you and your family. I will not forget you. Insyaallah kita akan berjumpa lagi.
Salam rindu,
Hafiz.


hes to nice, i think
well all miss you abang hafiz!!!!!
ok, so hes officially gone away from here=(

anyway, i didnt go to school because i had a fever early in the morning, kinda subsided by 10 pm but now ive got a terrible headache/
haiiiiszzzz.
OH NO!!!!!!!!!!
hafiz is gone...gone..gone....=(
its sad to see someone just go off like that='(
and to think that i didnt go and watch the movie with him and adam and luqman as a final meeting="( soooobbbbs
its saddening


school was a drag. i felt sooo sleepy. pffft
and weve got loads of homework too.
grrrrr.
i want the holidays.




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Dear Hafiz,
maybe youll read this maybe you wont.. I want to thank you for being a great friend, councillor, group leader, and everything else. thanks for being there to translate all the malay words for me and english words to malay for me, i really appreciate it. and thanks for all the good times we had, like after the bangalore students left, when we had lunch at parkway, it was fun. ive always treaed you as my abang and though we might not be really close, i just want to say that ill miss you a lot a lot a lot. all the best in australia, may God protect you and safe you always. insyaallah, kita akan dapat jumpa sekali lagi. aku tidak akan lupakanmu dan aku harap kamu tidak akan lupakan kita semua. berat hatiku pabila aku kenangkan balik kenangan yang manis. haisz, nampaknya kite tidak boleh berhariraya bersama tahun ini, tahun depan dan sebagainya... i hope and pray for you, Hafiz. Its a new beginning for you. you absence will be greatly missed by everyone, and poor adam and luqman has one less man in the class. keep in touch. God bless.
Nadira.

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