Wednesday, July 09, 2008, 1:53 AM
you lied to me. i suppose you thought it was ok. i mean, its just me, no one big right? i thought you were the best. no one has ever been such a hero in my eyes. you were out of your life. you were great, you told me everything i needed to know about life. suddenly, you changed it all just for what people think? what is this mann? what has the past few years of your life meant to you? just some form of experiment? see how to live your life? suddenly, youve changed. its so f-ed up. people change, i understand, but what you did, i dont understand. you suck, do you know that? you may be hot, but you definately suck. how bout pri school eh? forgot all about it already? how bout all your friends who saved you? have you forgotten them already? wow, thats fast. really fast. if you could forget us ever so quickly, i wonder, what kind of person are you? yes, ily, but f off. i dont want to see your face or hear your voice anymore. you freakin disgust me. you really do.___________________________________________oh yeah. to the other you...how can i not forget. you dont suck, no you dont. its your attitude i hate. your attitude i hate a lot. I may have attitude, bad attitudes or so on, you may say, i dont give a damn. its me, i have no life. but you do have a fcking life. so just live it properly ok. i want the best and only the best for you cos ily so. dont disappoint me. can you just be a little.... more you? suck it up and act tough. ily.__________________________________________the world is so seriously screwed up right now that you dont know it. one moment, youre loving this guy, then, youre loving another. then youre back loving the first guy you loved and hated. what is this? some sort of wierd thinking? its soo... pfft. then since you messed it up with guy no 1, you know you cant get back with him. you may be good friends, but youll never get it. get what you want. cos guy no 1 doesnt feel for you that way anymore.then guy no 2. you love him so, you felt like youll do anything to be with him, but after the hols, you just dont feel it abnymore. he seems to be ignoring you, hes not saying anything to you. (completely different story) then you feel so fed up with the opposite race, you go for your own race. then not are you going against the law, youre going aginst god. if you hat god, then its ok. then you get hurt again, then you go for the oppposite sex again. and the cycle may repeat. but its wierd. life is wierd, youll never know whats gonna happen, you really dont, in life...youll never get what you always want. you never will. thats why its called life. cos its unfair and unjust and people look down on you, and people tell you what to do, what to wear, what to eat, what fork and spoon to use, what brand of shoes to wear, what brand of underwear to put on. life, is simply... f
