hello
DESPITE THE DISTRACTIONS
I STUDIED PEOPLE! I DID!

eng paper was nice
breezed through it.
maybe breezed though too much
for the compre and summary
i finished and still got 45 mins to spare. =D
im currently addicted to bad girls club season 1
damn.
its a nice, bitchy show

okayy
ive only studied pollution for geog and havent touched anything else
pro??

shitttt..
2mr im planning to suprise *****
but like damn scared.
cos tk finishes earlier than THAT school
so im planning to drop by and pass something
but then ill realise i wont know what to do or say
lol
hello
well... today i went for night class
yeah.
before that, went to parkway with alvin to buy present for *****
spent my last of my $20 there and i still owe alvin 20c and kevin $2
damn,
so young already have money problems=)
it was worth it cos i think ***** will like it
i hope.
or else wasted!
exams coming
im still so relaxed.
ape niii??

during the night class
my table (me, alvin, kim hai, we kiat, clement)
blasted britney spears music and sang along=)
cant help the fact that britney is number 1 ppl!!!
alamakkk
yesterday spent 1 1/2 hours smsing *****
then today so sleepyyy
how?
haha
today i shall sleep late(again) so that i can do my work and sms ***** again
and wake up tired AGAIN.
cycle repeats itself every time mann
hahaha

today assembly was kinda cool
FOR THE FIRST TIME
lols
just because a girl hugs other girls
or a girl kisses another girl
D0ESNT MAKE THEM LES....

*im talking to the narrow minded minds of the primary school kids here*
OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG
im such a loser
so i had nothing to do, and i read back all my previous posts.
damn.
when i said previous, i meant sec 1 posts
it was really...
asshole-ish and all
damn
i shant repeat the same stuffs over again cos it sux
luckily, this year is one of the best years of my life=D
thatnks to all you rocking poeple

yesterday, i actually planned to sleep at like 1030 or something
but then i was smsing i****
and i didnt want the convo to end
so i stayed awake till like... 12 plus
then i realised i didnt do science so i stayed up longer to do it
then today..
was half asleep throughout school
lols

then...

igetjealouseverytimeiseethosecouplestogethercosikeepthinking,thatcouldhavebeenmeandyou
heyy. thanks for re-linking if you have

so today
nothing was great EXCEPT
that mrs khairul caught alvin for his hair!
she was like, "get ur sideburns cut by 2mr or else ill cut it 4 u!"
and he was whining about wasting money and bla3
SO I CUT FOR HIM!
and he looks sooo handsome noww
(of cos he does, i cut his hair=D)
looks okaayyyy
though i havae no experiance
the only experiance ive got was cutting off the barbie dolls head when i was younger
that was all the experiance i had
i saved that hunk $8



______________

im still missing you
hi.
i want a new blogname.
any suggestions???


im so screwed luhh
exams coming and i totally have no mood to study
ill just sit at my table then ill stare and stare into thinair
then ill do something else like take out my music or
do other stuff
then like ill say "nevermind laa, at night can do"
then when night comes, i wont study
ill be like smsing poeple and stuff.
its damn ...........
if i could.
ill rather not study
but for my dad i have to
cos he did soo much already
haiszzz.....

i hate exams
cos exams make me stressed
and when im stressed
i get reaaaaly emotional
all past problems aunt me back
and i feel really...
like down and all
but once the exams are over
ill be happy again
just to feel really shit when i realised i didnt do wel
and the cycle reeats itself again and again
its really shit,
________________________

yesterday, i had the best dream ever but it was wierd.
i dreamt i was in some hotel resort with
illya, fathin, najiba, liyana, ma**** and ****
najiba played a small role
she was just a "passerby" at the beach with another girl.
lol!!
so fathin and illya and liyana were just hanging around playing at the arcade or something
suddenly,
i got a call from **** !!!!
the wierd thing was that i just came accross ****s blog yesterday
**** is ma***s girlfriend whom i dont really know both of them
i know them but they dont know me
so anyway,
on the phone
she said something about, "heyy, wanna meet me and my gang at the beach takk?"
and i was like "uhhh" cos my mum was behind. idk why she was theere
then **** was like"please dude! youre so hot tauu! nak kenal2!! jumpe ahh"
then i was like "cannot...busy"
then **** said, "im a dyke you know"
and i was like"yeah. i know. i saw your blog yesterdayy"
and she said,"haisz, kalo boleh gi ahh. kan kite org sume gay2. satu geng, satu family kann?"

THEN I WOKE UP WITH A JOLT COS I WAS SOOO VERY SHOCKED
shocked about EVERYTHING
co-incidence about the **** person
and shocked at what **** said in my dream]it was damn wierd and scaryy.
i know it wasnt real in ANY WAY but it hit me like a stone.(im not mocking you-know-which-class) its super freeaaaaky.
then i nearly killed myself for waking up cos i wanted to know how the dream ended but it didnt come back=(((((((((((((((((((





i love you baby, only you arent mine


changed back to old skin
cos im sick of the current one
internet is irritating.
kept closing down on me
haiszzz
seems no choice
gtg studyy



will you be the one ill always love?
lets not care what people will say
cos i know how to treat you right....
heyys
im super bored
anyway...
like i realised when i listen to songs
some songs when i hear, i just remember some poeple....
examples are..

bad day-daniel powter = ilmi
this is me-demi lavato feat jo bros = illya
teardrops on my guitar = someone
my boo-alicia keys, usher = kim hai
the river-good charlotte = hong xiang
i kissed a girl-katty perry = gwen(hahah)
almost had you-simple plan = (someone)
tongue tied -faber drive = illya
dance like theres no tomorrow = fathin
gimme more-britney speard = fatin
the bitch song-boys like girls = hong xiang
the veronicas = najiba

and all the punk/emo love songs = love

getting realy stressed out now. cant even take the time off to message someone
hope someone doesnt think that im letting someone down.

haiszzzzz..
getting no mood to blog cos i hate this skin and all the skin i like has problems which i dont know how to solve as im no tech whiz

today was the sort of day where i pms.
i tihnk i was invisible in art;
the teacher never saw my raised hand
im supposed to do revision now but got no mood AT ALL
so i shall take a break today!
sounds good?
yes it does=D
ok. im super hyper now, and idk whyyyyy=)
im stuck in this body
this is just not me
im trapped in this cage
cant the world see?

im hiding beneath the cover
afraid to come out from the dark
for the lights are too bright,
blinding this soul,igniting a spark

every move of my body
seems akward and wierd
my soul screaming for a chance
to forget bout all thing i feared

people scare me to death
their attitudes, persona so sly
its all a game of charades
fr it may all be a lie

ill rather live on my own
on the little corner by the deserted street
away from life, fake hopes and dreams,
away from all the crap and shit

then ill cry myself to sleep at night
wondering how i ended up this way
alone, afraid, torn, and dead
cos no one cares bout what i say

cos im trapped in this body
locked up in this dreadful cell
staring up into the darkness in pity
knowing ill never be that someone i know so well




today c.e was so crap.
i did the family thing and ms toh was like..."thats sooo pretty!"
whatthe h mannnnn!
suxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
exams are nearing
stress levels are high
mybabyisnotdoingwellandimsuperworried.
do you love me the way i love you? cos too me, youre not just a friend..





today bla3.

things happened

time went by

nnpcc fall in

hong kong trip

cant bloody go

class chalet-can, but to stay overnight depends on results.
helloooo.
okayy
so i was watching the repeat telecast of the AMAZING RACE ASIA 3 today
then i saw the singapore team and i was like...
WTHHh??
you should search for their pic then u know what i mean
the team consists of A.D chan, a writer, or something like that
and the other one is a teacher, fuzzie(faeza) something.

i looked at their pic and i was like....
DUUUUUDE, is that a man or a laddyy???
im referring to the fatter one
like shes all looking mann besides her boobs
hahaha
and i think A.D looks like a butch
looks hot. kinda
haha
her chest superrrr flatt.
yes, i know im observent=D
so that concludes my post of today
BYE!
i just finished watching this malay drama
super sad...
while watching, i think something hit me hard.
i realised i have to stop playing a fool
life is no joke
its not all about fun and stuff
gotta work hard.
ive not been doing my best in the previous exams
it sucks to see a c5 on my report card but what do i do?
nothing.
useless shit.
im gonna work harder,
thats for sure.
its times like these when i wish im still that nerd.

so far, i have decided that i wont want to have kids in the future.
its too stressful, loads of risks involved
screw carrying on the family name thing you know
yeah

and im gonna work hard so that when i grow up,
ill be able to buy myself a harley davidson AND a lambo
and many2 watches....
had ipw presentation today
it was super screwed i tell u
dint have time to complete cosour cher actually timed us.
the other classes the teachers didnt
like wtf mann
suxx
exams coming and i dont think ill do well.
lovesick
hahah
faber drive-tongue tied


Bright cold silver moon
Tonight alone in my room
You were here just yesterday
Slight turn of the head
Eyes down when you said
I guess I need my life to change
Seems like something's just aren't the same
What could I say?

I need a little more luck than a little bit
Cuz every time I get stuck the words won't fit
And every time that I try I get tongue tied
I'll need a little good luck to get me by

I need a little more help than a little bit
Like the perfect one word no one's heard yet
Cuz every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by this time

I stare up at the stars
I wonder just where you are
You feel a million miles away(I wonder just where you are)
Was it something I said?
Or something I never did?
Or was I always in the way?(Was it something I did?)
Could someone tell me what to say to just make you stay?

I need a little more luck than a little bit
Cuz every time I get stuck the words won't fit
And every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by
I need a little more help than a little bit
Like the perfect one word no one's heard yet
Cuz every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by this time

I know it feels like the end
Don't want to be here again
And we could help each other off the ground so we never fall down again

What it takes I don't care
We're gonna make it I swear
And we could help each other off the ground so we never fall down again

AgainI need a little more luck than a little bit
Cuz every time I get stuck the words won't fit
But every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by
I need a little more help than a little bit
Like the perfect one word no one's heard yet
Cuz every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by this time

I know it feels like the end
Don't want to be here again
And we could help each other off the ground so we never fall down again

What it takes I don't care
We're gonna make it I swear
And we could help each other off the ground so we never fall down again


my rocking cousin introed me to this song
and it rocks.
ive got my sister hooked
and my friends hooked
and i just loooove this song=))
reminds me of ____________


ipw is just wth
i get pissed off just by seeing E face.
its so pissifyingg
grrrrrrrrrrr

I LOVE ins
HEYY.
apparently school starts
awwwww
and we have a new english teacher!
cool yet scary
i definately dont want to be on her blacklist=D
haha
i miss ALYANA like 235262357254725 hell
we always remind ourselves to meet up
yet we never do

and gawsh
life is soo... wow
apprently
i started a fight between 2 people i hardly ever see
and was the reason of a fight
mann
am i like a fight magnet or somethin?
anyway
lifes so screwed
pw is irritating
esp if u got E in your group
right?
correct

my life is crazyy
i slept at 2 am ytd, woke up at 5, yet i feel just fiineeee

I LOVE YOU VEENA
IM SO SORRY I FORGOT YOUR BIRTHDAY
but youll always be loved a lot by me
heyy!
i want to change blogskin..
but none that i like is able to fit this crap.
haiszz..
i think im gonna give up blogging alreadyy... no mood to type
thats why u see my posts shorter and shorter!
anyway,
i dontknow why but suddenly i had moodswing just now
kept on touching and feeling the blade of the broken scrollsaw that i stole from dnt room
somehow was very comferting
but i didnt dare cut.
then when i was showering
i was playing with the razor,
then i cut my thumb=(
cannot sms alreadyyy
damn
haha

ITS BEEN A VERY GAY(HAPPY) DAY FOR ME NOWADAYYYSSSS!haha
kayy
wow. my phone bill is sooo gonna be super high this month.
damn
smsing soo many poeple
i feel like an sms-whore

meeting up for pw later at LIBRARY
sux mannn
ill rather sleep
hello hotasses.
i no mood to blog ah, sorry
cos i so sick of my blogskin already
then then when i want to change, i cant find one that can fit properly. howww?
=(((
aniway, these few days very busy smsing
SOMEBODY
i dunno how like suddenly start to message that somebody
but that somebody makes me really happy
though ive only met tht somebody once=)
hahaha
the somebody really rox my world......

I WANT A NICER SKINNN!!!
grrrr

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