HELLO hotasses.

im using my sisters laptop now

ITS HELLO! WEEN!

yeah. scary. not.

so im like freaking annoyed cos cant access friendster. like wth mannn

then what am i supposed to do? lolololol

gahh

lets disturb ppl who are online. good idea?

lols

yahl

im so bored
alvin is a terrble photo-taker. and th pole was hard to climb

lack of sleep= loss of sense of balance and memory
i swear when i didnt have sleep, i felt like a drunkard. i was like swaggering
and i had short term memory!
i couldnt remember what happened between when i came back from chalet and when i slept
it was soo freakkyy
and when i slept, it was a K.O knockout
i didnt wake up when my siblings made a lot of noise,
when my maid barged through my room
i didnt even knowit was 11 already
=O
now i know why SOME ppl in the chalet could sleep so well.
K.O

i want to go to changi at night again if i have the chane=)

derrick barry!!!!!!!!!!!!
i love him.
only as britney spears
cos if not, he looks like some ordinary jock
but if not.. gosh s/he is sooo hot
i want to rape him as her.
gosh.
lets blog about me! haha.
okayy.

TEUSDAY::

went to tampines mall to watch HIGH SCH MUSICAL 3 with
tkss: kevin, kimhai(and his younger bro)
tkgs: alyana, amira
ok. so first met k.h at the train then kevin at toys r us.
bla3, watch ppl at arcade.
then ,met alyana and amira.
GOSH THEYRE TALL-er than me
im jealous. and i thought amira was in softball.
heheh.
then went in the cinema without buying anything. lol
the movie was a BORE
i fell asleep somewhere in the mmiddle of the movie
gosh. hahaha. but there was this one cute voice from a little boy somewhere. haha
then we went off our seperate ways cos me and the tk ppl were late for chalet
ALYANA, I FINALLY GOT TO SEE A MOVIE WITH YOU. IT WAS JUST A SUCKISH ONE


went to the tampines interchange,
WAITED BLOODY LONG for ppl to turn up
then cannot tahan already we boarded 29 to the chalet.
GUESS WHAT?
the chalet is in CHANGI.
meet at frreakin tampines for wad? wth??? soo many bus stops
then in the bus we were damn noisy. everyone staring at us.lol
kk.
the bus driver told us wrong stop. he had to walk back 2 bus stops.

OUR CHALET WAS SOOO ULU.
in the middle of nothingness. the other chalets were further down in a cluster
gahhhhhh
GLENN, WHY AN ULU CHALET?
heheh
ok
then bla3
went to eat.
went home at 9.


wednesday:
went to chalet, reached about 9 plus.
i was late. and i had the milk. so every1 was waitin 4 me, sorry ah guys!
then the rest went of to chagi beach
me, kevin, alvin, anthony waited for crystal and jasmine for 2 hours 10 mins
gahhhhhh
we didnt want to pang seh them so yeah.
then went to the makan place
then to the beach.
at the beach 4 a while
then went back to chalet
pffffft
then a lot of slacking done
then barbeque!
it kinda started late cos GAVIN forgot to bring firestarter.
so they asked ADAM to bring it.
and ADAM braught FIRE CRACKERS. instead.
so we had to wait for BIANCA to come
the bbq was ok
food was nice
a lot of leftovers
the chicken took bloody long to cook.
good news: no one had food poisoning=)

then, around 11,
me, kim hai, kevin, shutong,
set off to changi beach
we wanted to emo off in our sorrows.
it was sooo dark cannn
so we walked a long way thru changi beach
we like gangsters siaaaa
kim hai jogged. wth.
we observed the banglas.
i was hoping to catch my trannys, but couldnt.
so we walked to the saf training place and back.
very farrrr
then on the way baaack
kim hai took off his shirt.
gosh he has a nice body.
whoooops
heheh
then we REALLY looked like gansters cos i had this black and luminous green jacket on with this bright orange shirt inside and black pants. yeah
then the others wore black.
sialaaa. then blast music
12 am plus still want to blast.
disturb the peace only
hahaha
then on the way baaaaack
I SAW 2 TRANNYS!
wheeee!
gosh they looked kinda hott.
they really look like women
quote from k*******h"some even hotter than real woman"
yeah. im questioning his sexuality. heheh
they had like the short2 skirts, tight shirts, leggings, high heels, full make up. fake nipples.
gosh yeah
then went back
i was damn scared cos we had to pass by THE HOSPITAL
yeah

then at night, adam and co wanted to go prostitute hunting (tranny hunting)
but kena called off
cos it was about 3am and every1 was alsleep
not everyone
him
hahaha
i didnt sleep
i slept from 4 to 5.
then i went down to see kim hai playing his playstation from 12 to 7am
non stop
marathon seyyyy
heheh

then got clean up
and yeahhh
basically i slept in every room except the room allocated to me-the girls room
gosh
haha

damn tired
im pooped
i loved th chalettt!!!!!!!!!!
my body still hurts.
those who went for camp and whose muscles arent aching are simply AMAZING.
like seriously. grrrrr.
better than ytd tho. hehehe
ok.
im back from ATC ppl.
and no, im not fine=)
one word to describe it? PAINFULL

1st day:
went to pulau ubin. carried my heavy bag wayy far. my legs hurt that time. then, out tentage area was like so far away from the main area. pfffft. then pitched out tents. bloody hell it took so long. and that time i was getting irritated with the camp. then later what ahh. kena scolding. more scolding. more scoldings. screamed at. blahhh
my group ppl were,
1) mariam, telok kurau
2)jasmin
3)marshal(st pats)
4)sheik (broadrick)
5)aizad/ aizat (telok kurau)
6)shaun
7)valent.
8)cant remember more names
ok. then at night(after many more scoldings) had mock campfire. where we also got scoldings. i was sooo irritated with camp i completely tuned off the campfire prep. went to slepp ard 11 plus

day 2

wokeup at 5 plus. i slept about an hour plus. then bla3, morning pt. gosh it was hard. like the running. i almost wanted to fall out. but i didnt. cos of some ego reason. pt that day ok ahh. muscles werent that pained. then bla3. scoldings, bla3. had our ubin familiarisation, where we had to go to some place by using a map. so group 3/4 went at the same time. so one time we were at an intersection, grp 3 waned to turn left, grp 4 wanted to turn right, so we did, then grp 3 copy us. (GROUP 4 THE MONKEYS!!!!!). halfway, some smartass said that were taking the wrong track o we walked all the way to the intersection. where then our dawn maam told us we were actually going the right way. they damn sneaky sia.

after a tiring walk, we had low ropes!!!!! i loved the instuctors. so my grp had this lady instructor whose name i forgot. shes cute! ahah. and she called me....DRAMATIC. cos apparently i fell down many times with a ot of drama. (eh, i must make camp memorable wadd. what other w ay to make it memorable besides falling?) so low elements were cool

then we had this maze. it was in a dark room. grrr. kinda freaky. cos syou cant see a thing. but kinda cool. but there was water so it sooo wasnt cool. hahah. ok. then the male instructors began to fool around. so we had free comedy.


CAMPFIRE
I WAS THE ONE WITH THE ALIEN ANTENNA(orange) ON MY HEAD.
idk why but suddenly i became super enthu and shouted all the songs. ahem, i mean shouted the songs very laggishly. lols. i wanted to do "my side'' standing on the seats right, but then i didnt. cos i realised ppl were facing the camofire and they wont be able to see my beautiful ass. awww. hahaha. the cchs yishun dance was soo overly cute, the cchms was very emo, the tanjong katong one was sooo lame! but i laughed a lot. the telok kurau was okayy. the broadrick one kinda messy. the tkgs one was nice. what a nice, gay, happy song. hahaha

at night, nightwalk. it was kinda stupid. really. one stop only. wthh ryttt? i thought it will be longer laa. then worse i had runny nose. kept sneezin. and this idiot next to me from ST PATS. kept snoring. i wake him up, 5 secs later snore again. i think i wacked him like over 20 times already sia. then i gave up. i let him snore

slept at 1.30 woke up at 5.10.

3rd day
clean up. before that had pt. we did buddha clap and squats. after that, my whole body ache. lols. thank you sir=D lucky no run. then its breakfast. then clean up. had to clean toilet and wash the tents. very tiring. very very. walked a looong way back to jetty. shoulder aching. hahah

NOW.
i have gotten blacker, i have insects (NOT MOSQUITO) BITES. and somehow, i have 2 blueblacks on my knee. did pumping cause that? idk. cos its never happened b4. anyway, feels good to be home.

anywayy, i had like no mood to go 4 camp ever since the morning.. cos i finally got a reply from* and was like very enthu and hyped to meet up, then i realised i had camp. argh. afer so long without news, i finally get one, and when i do, i have camp. great or not.

i became blacker. i have like a darker hands than legs. sooo not right. grr. it suxxx.
ok. im off to camp now.
eh, not now, soon
woke up at around att, 9.30. finished packin at 10.30.
my bag damn big. like going holiday. lols
ahhh
uhhh
not very excited already.
cos my sis told me that * replied me and i want to see the reply b4 i go to camp.
or else it has to wait till sunday.
hahah
so i shall think of my masterplan=)
heheh
ok. haha
its the last day of school and im off to camp 2mr
so firstly,
its really sad to know that well be back next year, all seperated
weve endured two years of friendship and hateship
and its sad to see them go. wasted away.
recieved class photos and i thought.
"this is surely gonna be the one i treasure most"
cos i really do love the HORNYTANS!
pink hornytans! whats your ______?
i still kinda remember that cheer.
and aniq and the other girl
i really liked that camp
cos we were bonded by one single thing
HORNYNESS
to PINK HORNYTANS FOREVER!

lets try to do this. bear with me=)

1) bianca:
thanks a lot for everything. youre very sweeet=D and cute. lols. student councillor.

2) olivia:
great cook! i still remember the cooking thingy. that rocked. a lot. youre niiiiice

3) jasmine:
YOU BETTER BE IN MY CLASS NEXT YEAR WOMAN. cos i need to brush up on my english and you are one hell of a good dictionary and a really great friend. i feel very gay when im with you. all the high-end fashion talk which i have no clue about=)

4) NADIRA
thats me. i wont miss me=)

5) GWENdolyn:
funnest whackiest person i have EVER met in my entire school-life. thanks for everything like all the cheering up and stuff. youre very cuuuute. to the max. lols. go buuunnnyyyy-ies. life will be so dull without u so YOU BETTER BE IN MY CLASS TOO. bullies edwin a lot. and shes very laaame but in the rocking way ever. taylor swift-.-" lols. never fails to make me smile or roll my eyes. cos youre the greatest, rocking-est whacko ive ever seeeen. but ill see youall the time. in npcc. IF YOU DONT PON. lololol. I LOVE YOUUU

6) debbie:
good flash-er. no, not flasher, good in flash, the ANIMATION. dont be dirty minded.

7) crystal:
muscle womann!!!! you shall marry a mr-muscle. lol. then you can be superheroes- the muscles=D not the incredibles. youre stroooooooong. =o and have a quick reaction wen it comes to jacking alvin juanoo. youre smaaart. and smaaart. and smaaaart. and not to mention smaaaart. hmm.. maybe youll be like a uhh... super muscle cook/baker when you grow up. then you can make cakes at twice the pace and charge 4 times the price and youll be the richest superhero ever. cos superhero-ing is your night job. you know? i talk crap. sooryyy


8) adam afiq:
the most sexy guy on earth. botak and really cool. great malay friend. when hes absent, its another story .. hes soo horny its unbelievable

9) alvin juano:
my favourite to bully. very sweet and lets me bully him. nice to * with. dont be dirty minded. my bestfriend who is willing to make a sacrifice for me. youre really sweet=) this is my ex-husband too. who i love to much thats why we broke up from our marriage.

10) peng da
makes a really good drag queen. hes soo theatrical and really funny. cracks a lot of lame jokes. makes my tummy hurt from so much laughter. good in photoshop! really great. i mean hes like the best class clown ever laaa

11) anthony:
well, NICE NITENDO DS!!!!!!!!!!!!! and he is kinda very serious. i think.

12) badai:
you changed place with alvin. that i can remember. grrrrrrrr. hahah. ok. ahhh. youre very white. scandalous with ms toh (in the picture)

13) wen cai
troublemaker. never fails to grab attention. lke seriously. you can be rocking yet irritating.

14) hong xiang.
yo basket=D you rock my world when youre not being an idiot. continue searching for that special someone. i remember last year. BAPTISED IN THE SEMEN. yeah. the river-.-" i call it our song. man you got me into sooo much trouble last year. will never forget it. hahah. esp during mathhh. and practically almost other suvject.

15) sunshine
know you since p5. never changed. still very loud and now cooler. yes, vegetables dont have kinetic energy. and youre tan-ner!

16) daniel
smart guy. great in chess. too smart. i want his brains!

17)dexter
class commiteee great chariman. very reliable and cute. like a tellytubby. i like his hair.... dexter is cute

18)eric.
nothing to say

19) shide
yo the guy who sits behind me, always asking for correction tape, food bla3. ill always remember all the talking. the small chat. yooure a cool guyyy. and kinda annoying sometimes. but youll always be that guy who sits behind me. lol

20) glenn chooo
gosh. i really hoped u wld be house leader with me. nvmm. youre nice and cute. always wanna stay out of trouble=)

21)hanjie
smartass. so smart. really smart. china guy who fights for panda bears

22)ian
ian. ian. ian. shortie. has a girlie fringe. he will kill me for that. ian. shortie.

23)kevin c.
VERY NICE GUYY. i love this guy in the non-relationship way possible. hes soooo nice. maybe hell marry bianca=p he has great initiative.

24)kai kiat
K3! gangster with the cooking mama! really witty. hahah. he bitches a lot. as in really. A LOTT. hes like a girl. talk too much

25)kim hai
uhmmm. nice guy, really. i love him again, the non-relationship way. i miss him though. and hes really complicated. you cant read what hes thinking all the time.

26)wekiat
DOTA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! heheheh.

27)jonathan
jonathan COCK! yeahhhh!!!!!!!!!!! white guy. really tall. a giant. im the dwarf . laughs a lot. that guy. not funny also laugh=)

28)shengming
fuzzy eyebrows. im not talking about him. currently *dating* debbie. lols.

29)edwin
gwens rabbit. so i shant intefere

30)gavin
funny guy. is sunshines husband?? yeah

31) johnn
really white with a funny sense of humor. hes soo lame its unbelievable

32)ritesh
black guy! banglaaaa! really nice.loves YL so much. kinda dirty minded. HUGE EGO. THIS GUY

33)ryan
nothing to say. oh. rich kid.

34) joshua
cute mushroom hair. doesnt seem to fit into ncc

35)clement
ahh. i dont know him... uhm. so maybe ahh. idk=)

36)shutong
quiet guy. but very niiice. like he can be serious but cool at the came time. who else can pull THAT off?

37)jevon
gay guyyyy=D very metrosexual. look at his fingernails. its longer than any other girls. maybe only shorter than alvins

38)shao kiat
omg. this guy. rocks. with the stupid funny grin on his face. very funny. though funny at the wrong time for some periodsss.almost always the one to get us to kena pumping

39)kevin t
realy stupid guy. go back to the zooo. but he is freaking rich. really rich

40) keith:
rocking guy. very friendly. i love his gerek-ness. very very belo.

41) yichong
quietttttt

towards the bottom. i got lazy lols.

I LOVE 2-PINK-HORNYTANS.

other ppl:

1)luqman!
this guy is in 2A. and hes very sick-o. but really nice

2)syahiirah ishak
2A. has always been my malay partne.r nice and sweet. im gonna miss her. lols

ok. no one else is in my other classes.
heheh

MOST MISSED:
HAFIZZZZZZ.
cos hes not even in singapore. lolsss

othe missed

1) syasya and tashryn
these are really cute and hot ppl that i havent seen in a loooooooooong time!

2)alyana and ilmi
tuition ppl. miss the old times loads. maybe i should try to steal alyanas handphone to bring back memories. lols

3) simret
hellloooo. ahahahha. i miss youuuuu=)
334th post.
i like that number=D
ok.
so today
school was a drag. practically played with the alvins nitendo ds for the whole day
then went to parkway with alvin
ALVIN IS MY EX-HUSBAND
no debbie whosoever is going to steal him away from me
no, i dont have actual feelings for him
so went to boarders to get a replacement book for the one that i lost
then cut my hair
not short
i want to cut it short
but i cant=(
then met with my mum at isetan
she baught me some jacket thing that has no zip
then i saw this black and green jacket
the inside is like green with black zigzags
so i baught it
from $99 to 39
cheap buy.
then my mum was all "dont you think its a bit masculine?"
and i was like "nope. i like it"
and she said "what will you think [your father will say]
and i was like "i dont care. i like it"
and she was like "ok. whtever"

LUCKY I DIDNT CUT A FAUXHAWK
a fauxhawk is a fake mowhawk
a mowhawk is the sides are botak
fauxhawk.
you have hair.
seyyhhh
over one jacket can scream already
i wonder what will happen if i actually cut my hair siaaaa
pffffffffffft
times like these where i hate my family.

idk what they want laaaa
i wear the clothes i usually wear ,they say i too boyish
then i wear the clothes that are girl-ier, they say what.
too tight laaa
the neck to low laaa
why the shirt soo tight laaa
and i dont like pink but my whole closet had loads of pink.
thanks to my dad
*obvious sarcasm*
then wear sch uniform can also scream
like...
"your dad wants me to get you another blouse cos he thinks its too transparent"
and i was like "its school uniform. everyones is the same"
and i was "ill just wear another shirt under it"
that shut her up
what the freaking tooooooot.
pfffffffffffffffffffft
so now basically i dont care
if they throw out all my other clothes.
i dont give a damn
ill just go out naked
yeah
thats nice. naked.
but i dont want to get caught by police.so yeah
arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
I DONT LIKE PIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIINK
or the disgustingly frilly blouses you get
cos
NO ONE WEARS THOSE ANYMOREEEEE
i feel so screwed.
and camp is coming
i sooo have no mood now
plus side
camp, dont have to be home
then next day, ill sleep the whole day
next day, on to chalet
yay
rocks my ass
class photos 2mr
cant wait.
i bet i looked like an idiot.

im on a newfound diet
no breakfast/little breakfast
no lunch.
eat a heavy snack
no dinner
have supper

unless the dinner is nice
than thats another story
heheh
must loose the fat at my tummy to get my 6 pacs
today was a bore
thats all
cos the day waws all about ipw
and i found out i have to buy a 17.50 book cos i freaking lost a library book that i know doesnt even cost that much
and i didnt lose it la can
it was stolen
so yeah
cab-bed home cos i didnt feel like walking
so yeah
home alone
whole family is out except cat and maid
its super boring
pfffffffffft
ok








GOSH I MISS YOU SO MUCH
hello
lets have an optimistic idea of what happened today!

went to school, my loveeely school
where we went to...FAST FORWARD

streaming talk!
it was kinda interesting, since ive missed the last one, you know. hahah
so yeah
helped me a lot i guess

thennn

SEX ED!!!!!!!!!!!
kinda cool!
except for the part where they showed for they performed abortions
cos i nearly cried
it was sooo sad
im never gonna do that (not that i can)
its just like killing another person
people should be proscecuted for that
thats to my views ahhh
and they showed the std and sti,
i cant believe what the showed us
really
unexpected
my eyes still ache from that


then went home
and you know the rest where i missed my stop
but it was a relaxing walk home

then i went rollerblading
and boy it felt good
hahah

so now all i have to do
is to wait and hope
gah
im pissed at my results
40 something in level is not that good. to others, maybe, yes
but to my standards, no.
i came in to tk with a position not as low
but now... its crap
maybe its cos i didnt and i never worked hard since the beginning of the year
now that i suddenly found inspiration to study for the e-o-ys
i did, but it was too late
it really was

im sorry, i tried my best
everything i worked for, it was for nothing
you really did get me to start studying.
but maybe, youll change your mind
maybe you will agree to go out
maybe, i hope, i really do hope


_____________________________
today i missed my bus stop
it was crap
i had to walk far
it was shitty
im damn pissed
omgs. i feel like as if i just came back from npcc camp
pathetically tired
went shooting for a while
then had campcraft
i swear campcraft is not as easy as it looks. hah
the only plus side was that i was in sir pks group again
so it was nice
oh. and campcraft was at the back of the A-D block
so were lke in front of the tkg bball court.
saw that girl again.
hahahs
they play good.
that i have to admit.
hehehs
i think i spent more time looking there than actually doing the campcraft
cos ppl had difficulty doing it so i sat there stoning
then had muster parade
booooring
then kena pump-ed 40.
damn cock lahh.
i do 20 alrd i had muscle spasms.
like seriously.
my arms were shaking "involunterrily"
must be my fitness level again
usually ard 40 then i start to have difficulty
sooo wth
and my leg got cram cos i helped ritesh carry the pegs
so then i stretched a muscle
hahs
so eoy overall wasnt bad
but yeah im disappointed in myself
arrrrrrr
whattt to doooo=)
ive been a freaking emotional wreck
dont know why.
its like PMS without the PM

yesterday was games carnival
got ready to play
then i sat downnto talk with shu tong
and it was muuuch later i found out they started without me
at least freaking call me laa
and i got bloody pissed when i found out tagore was one player down
cos theyy dint call me in
i just took off the freaking bib thing and ran up to npcc
where i sat outside for a long while cos sir never reply my sms

so obviously when i went in i was in the baddest mood ever
and kimberly was sitting next to me
and the guys behind me were talking about pussies-literally. not the cats
and i got pissed cos the drama took a long time to start
and when it stared
i was just stoning on the stage
only laugh-ed at the sir shaun part
then stoned the rest of the time
which would explain my quiet-nes and effed up looking face
and my constipated face.
so i figured out i probably have an attitude problem
i dont hold grudges for long
but for that short time..
arrrrrrrrrrrrrr

to add to my fustration was my results.

english- 64/100(+oral)
maths-77/100(e.o.y)
malay- 65/100 (papers only)
science-84/100(paper only)
let- 65/100 (paper)
geog 71/100 (eoy)
history 68/100 (eoy)

how to not feel pissed?
mhmmm
its kinda bad to my standard.
and my sister got a laptop
got this desktop 4 meand my bro now
yays

cant controll my emotions
i can be really happy one moment
then feel effed up the next
i can be smiling at someone
then pissed the next minute
ayezzz
dont know what to do anymore



illya repied my letter!
at least she dint get eaten by masselamat!
thank goodddd
oh great
exams are so bloody screwed
i just want to screw myself up

and had npcc just now
first time since a long3 time
couldnt even do 25 push ups witohut my hand breaking
looks like stamina=no good
ok
campcraft was nice
* was being a pain in my ass
sir p.k was super nice todayyy
yay.
hahah
then when rushing to my dads car, saw khaleedah
see, i remember her name now
god, everytime i see her sure in a rush
what is this mannn????
hahah
campcraft is good for the building of my arm muscles
cossss.... the pegging is reallyy........












its sooo overr
hello
lifes a bitch sometimes
so today it was freakin games carnival.
went around chasing ppl to join the team
COS SOME 1H GIRLS FREAKING BACKED OUT
screw you guys
so i got the netball girls froom the first team
yay
and we got all the way to the finals
finals not played yet.
lolssss

then school was ok

science->84
malay->65
english
compo 19/30
letter 16/30

i agree that malay and english is suckish
what to do
then there was npcc fall in
fell in right in front.
i was the only one in shorts-.-"""
everyone else changed.
wthhhh

then decided not to go to shooting
cos 2mr got npcc
can you say wthhhhhhhhh?
its like the laziest time of my life and youre asking me to go to npcc
damn funnnnn
im sarcastic
then friday got np summore
double wthhh
no mood
pffffffffffffffffffft
but lter cannot get promoted

so then wanted to buy drink
but lazy
so went to drink water cooler
then i saw this tkg girl
and (as usual) my mind was thinking,
"since when is it helloween(sp) in tk?"
then i realised it was the sec 3 person whose name escapes my mind right now cos im so blur
so i waved hi and bye
sorry, i had to go FAST3
before my teacher finds me
(cos i wanted to escape cca)
nyahahahaha














she didnt go to school today
darn
have to wait another day
ahhh crap
i think im falling down the spiral of love again
crapp3
hari raya. i didnt follow them. and i wasnt in raya clothes cos just came back from pasir ris
1st row: jannah, ridhuan, adam, nabil, hidayat, zul, widia
2nd row:sufi, nadzirah,siti,shaza,alita,shahirah.me.
sorry for wrong spelings. may be typo-es.
hehs

segaris sinar boys+my very jakon brother

ok.

apparently, illya lost her phone

dang

no wonder i cant get through

may you get your phone back quickly.

or at least get a new phone ok??

so ytd

was at downtown east eating when...

ADAM AFIQ called me and asked whether they

they=adam, zul, ridhuan, hidayat, nabil, shahirah,jannah,syaza,nadzirah,widia, hajar,sufi,alita,

so many ppl, i know

haha

so fetch-ed them from the somewhere nearby

walked into my house

so damn dark. then adam was telling ghost stories

wthhh?

haha

ok.

so then makan-ed and gave them tour around house



my brother and sister(esp my brother) was soooo jakon when he saw adam and the segaris sinar boys

must take photo and autograph summore-.-"""

hahah

my sis was soo shy she did not want to take photo with them cos they all boys then later she regret.

can lmao.

trying to upload pics but its taking like friigin long

haiszzz
and
now the pictures end up WAYYY yp there.
ytd went to parkway
but before that, followed them eat pork
ok.
i didnt eat. hahah
then go popular
we left shu tong upstairs so gwen and sunshine went up to :retrieve him"
too many poeple until dont know who go where.
then went to giant
looked at foodprices for chalet
then while the other poeple slacked and played cards at level four
me and glenn went to eat
saw a junior from raffles i knew
i didnt say anything. lols

went home
went on the internet from 3-6.30
i swear my mum was screaming at me.
but i was like...
my friend sending me important document
hahah
not my fault some stuff are really engaging.
im not talking about porn
hahaha

its been a looong time since ive posted an acual f-word here.
verrryyy long time
last time was when i called farida f***rida?
cannot be vulgar.
not on the internet=D
im so wierd.
must be the current fact that im pissed at myself for going to school
hello!!!!
i went to school today
woke up early and all
just to go to school and realise theres no school when i walked all the way up to the 3rd level
IM AN IDIOT
i should vow to actually start listening to the freaking announcements
=P











* is not replying my smses
*'s number is presently not in service-.-"
what the hell.
im getting veryyy pissed off suddenly.
i think it has something to do with pms

my PARENTS want me to do well
but WHAT do they do?
lets see...

when i was TRYING to study for history,
my dad...

1. played his movie(meet the spartans) super loud
2. laughed like there was no tomorrow
3. began shouting at the tv for no apparent reason

its really good enough that i try to study ok.
cos honestly, i have NEVER tried to study this hard before
usually, i just do my homework

so i got super pissed off and i stopped revising
at night, i tried to study again...but guess whaat???

1. cousin, aunty/auncle/moms cousin came over
2. later on, dad watch replay of some football match and started screaing at the tv again
3. brother came to my room, disturbed me, and wouldnt effing leave.

how to study with no condusive environment?
so i got major pissed,
went to sleep at 9
set my alarm to 3.30
where i got all the peace and quiet i want to study

can you say finally???

oh right. then im the morning,
obviously u cant finish history in 3 hours half awake-half asleep right?
so after breakfast, i went to study again
BUT my mom was talking(it seemed like the top of her voice)
i felt sooo effed up i swear i could ave almost burst in anger

thats for history

for science
science is a really difficult subject. seriously.
my mum was shouting and screaming at my bro for no reason
actually there was a reason but i felt like siding my bro so yeah
whole day of venting my anger on stupid games on the xbox
slept at 9, woke up at 3 to study again
study until 5.
went to sleep
woke up at 6.
so basically in screwed la right?


maybe its just me
maybe i have bad time management whatsoever
its just annoying when youre in the mood to study yet cant.
now i know how my (some ppl) feel

bright side
PSLE finishing tomorrow
will be able to talk with cutie again....
looking forward to that
like seriously
i tihnk it will calm my nervess......

HELLO!
ONE MORE FREAKING PAPER THEN WERE FREEEEE!!



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should have been 1-clefairy-07
and now should be
2-clefable-08
cos we evolved

TOO ALL YOU NOOBS
CLEFAIRY AND CLEFABLE IS A POKEMON
im letting myself be pulled down by other people
letting down take control of my life even if they dont mean to
cant study
spent the whole day watching the effin tv.
felt so mad at myself i swear i could have stabbed me in the back
its the end of years
its the streaming year
yet im going on as if i dont give a shit
do you know how hard it is to not have contact with the person youre most longing to be wwith?
im already the type of person that cant sit still and study straight for evn an hour
in fact, after 15 mins
ill find something else to do
effed up? yeahhh
i just want the exams to end
i want my worry-free life back
i need someone to wake me up
heyy yo
yesterday, went to my SUPERSMART friends house for rayer
there met my other friends from kl.
so while the parents talked downstairs. we went up toplayyy
ROCK BAND! on her Xbox360!
its damn funnn!
im a good drummer for the first time mannn!
the guitarists were bleargh. lol
the singing was great!
then once i sang a guy song
so i purposely puton the lowww, lowww voice
and they were like
'CHEYYYYHHHWAHH! sexy voice seyyyy!"
and i was like
"tau ah i sexy=D"
lols!
then play and play then i let the little-er kids play cos they were whining away
so yeah
me and my friend talked about stuff
and i said
"DEMI LOVATO IS HOT!"
and she was like "nadira! i cant believed you just called a girl hot!"
and i was like "eh? cannot ah?"
hahaha!
i want iwant i want to get the game!
HI PEOPLE
I HAVENT STUDIED FOR LIT YET
ITS 8PM
AND IM FREAKING OUT
COS I DONT WANT TO FAIL
but i just cant study
ON HOLIDAY MOOD PEOPLEEE
all the bessttttt
went jalan raya yesterdayy
fun
but very tired
crashed into bed at about 930
very the tired
fell asleep
and woke up at 10 today
no, i was not late for school because i HAVE NO SCHOOL
all the best for the chinese students taking their paper today=)

SELAMAT HARI RAYA PPL

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