Saturday, October 04, 2008, 10:15 PM
im letting myself be pulled down by other people
letting down take control of my life even if they dont mean to
cant study
spent the whole day watching the effin tv.
felt so mad at myself i swear i could have stabbed me in the back
its the end of years
its the streaming year
yet im going on as if i dont give a shit
do you know how hard it is to not have contact with the person youre most longing to be wwith?
im already the type of person that cant sit still and study straight for evn an hour
in fact, after 15 mins
ill find something else to do
effed up? yeahhh
i just want the exams to end
i want my worry-free life back
i need someone to wake me up
