OOOFFFFFF TO KL TMR!
time to get FAT people!
schedule

1st day(4.00)
check in
eat
swim
tea
dinner
shopping
supper
midnight snack

2nd day
sahur
breakfast
shopping
brunch
shop
lunch
movie
snack in movie
snack after movie
tea
dinner
bla3
supper
midnight snack

AS YOUCAN SEE.
its all about eating yaww
hahahaahah=D
but i tihnk walking for shopping will burn off calories. no?
=)
NPCC CAMP
tired. aching

my group
me
schnider
dexter
wesley
shaun
jia min
cavin/calvin
yi ming
someone else

1st day
pt.
bla2

I DONT WANT TO UPDATE ABOUT CAMP

except that sentosa outing was fun.
yes
had lunch with family today at bedok
my dad was damn funny lahh
we wanted to buy the cheng tng howver the spelling is
then i was like.. "eh, we wait in the car u buy ok?"
and he said "ya"
and i said " if not damn wierd if one whole family go there just to buy"
and my dad said "can what! we all line up to make the queue look longer. then we each order one, then at the end we say..Auntie! can put togeter?"
i cracked up
then he said .. " OR. i line up myself. i go up and ask.. aunty! one _____! then i line up again and order one again until i get four. and when the auntie say why u do that one? then ill say...must give the others chance to buy what auntie!"
i laughed damn hard
his expression was soo funny

and while we were driving there, my dad actually drove into a lorong to make a U_TURN cos he didnt see that he could make a u turn futher up.
so imagine this.
you drive along a road. then you turn left into a small lane and do a K turn there. and you go out to realise that you cant to through that part.
and your daughter points out that there is a Uturn ahead.
BUT you turn into the WRONG turning thingy cos that one was meant for those who were going into the carpark
and you did another K turn

there was a man observing us. and he gave us the "crazy" face
and my dad said "IF YOU THINK THAT WAS CRAZY, wait till u see me buy cheng teng"
omg lah cann
AHHH.
npcc today
drills for 4 effin hours
leg pain
the maam shirley was kinda nicer to us today
learnt BATON
its funner to march and hentak with that thing
every1 was like saying "you better to properly or else i stuff it(the baton) up your ass"
hahaha
but leg damn pain
and th day b4 slept for 3 hours
so it felt pretty much like camp=D
my sister got 276 for psle
damn
2nd in sch
damn
i wonder how
damn
she studies a lot
damn
damndamndamn.
yes im happy for her
but damn
DUDES!
I GOT INTO 3A!
SUPER HAPPY!
TRIPLE NEXT YEAR
GOSH SO STRESSING
SO FAR..
3A=
ME
JOHN
eric teo
JASMINE!
SHI DE
SHU TONG
GLENN
JOHNATHAN KWOK
IAN TAN
jeanette(2D)
ESTHER (2D)
jiajing(2D)
kimberly(2D) crappppp
mian yu (2H)?
darrel jerome chee?
alston
justin lee
daryl?
shijudeen
amanda
benjamin(2D)
benjamin(2E)
xinni(2E)
liang yi?
novita?
nicholas?
philip?
marcus seah?

who else?
gosh. gwen is like.....
2 doors down.
hahhaha
yeah!
i must study next year
make it a habit=p
IM HAPPY.
today i went to hgs for their graduation...
met alyana and amira ourside the gate
we stoned there for a while b4 TRYING to go in but the guard wont let us
after a while she did.
then in there disturb2 people...
the speeches were soo boring.
the dance
okok ah.
then after that every1 cry sia
i know its a sad occasion but dont need cry laaa
then after that me and aly and amira chill2 lepak2 at the monkeybar
cute sia they all
then we play basketball
aly has improved from being hopeless to okok=D
then ILLYA kept running away from me.
and after that i almost went parkway
but i heard illya and fathin call me "bangla! bangla!"
then i stayed ahhh
FINALLY illya not shy already
very cute sia they all
maya/fathin/illya force me to eat.
but i dont want. diet=D
then illya irritating stole my phone
main kejar2 ahhh
then she hide
and i cant find her...
lolol
after that, went music room
there they play hsm3 songs on the plyer
whoa siaaa.
LIYANA and co very romantic.
slow dance mcm gyler seyh
soo romantic
illya whacked my ass
fathin whacked my ass
took a lot of pics with MAYA VENOMMM
VENOM raped me.
gaaaaaaaaah
you cute la mayaaa=)
then illya all the way kept pinching my cheeks
apedaaaa
then SHE PUT MY BAG IN DUSTBIN
i point middle finger
then she point back and whack me
damn gerek sia you class, eh maya?
then then i had to go home
illya did exactly what i did last time
TAKDE CREATIVITY SIAK!
gereeekkk ahh
the happyness couldnt be explained in words
their class was so bonded it was nice
today was like the graduation i never had....
SHIT. NOW MY SIS PLAYING EMO SONG ON THE PIANO
can cry sia.
wthhhsz

6 joy 08, all of you are cute to the max. except najiba. cos najiba

is NOT cute.sorry dude!
THE WONDERFULL SYASYA tagged me.
NOW i have to do this quiz.
damn you syasya=D
im a good way.
at least i have something to do

1) DO YOU HAVE SECRETS?
yes, i do. THOSE people who know me well should know what i mean.

2)would you fall in love with a girl/boy younger than you
uhhm... again, ppl who know me should know the answer.
but i draw the line if the boy is more than a year younger.

3)how long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
i would love to say forever, but then ill be lying. ill wait as long as possible

4)what would you do with a billion dollars?
hire britney spears to entertain me*wink*... buy a harley davidson, an apartment huge enough to store my harleys, go to LA and visit the strip clubs. shower * with presents.

5) will you fall in love with your best friends?
did that. 4 times. believe it or not.

6)which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone:
loving someone. spread the love yawww

7)list out 3 things about yourselves and 5 things you love

about me:
- wierd
- can be verrry cheesy
- i imagine a lot

five things i love:
syasya
syasya
syasya
syasya
alyana
(since she tagged me she deserves all the love
and alyanas there cos if not.. im dead. no? )

9)is there anything that had made you very happy?
yes, and its the same thing that causes my downfall

10)what makes you sad?
being a complete idiot

11)how would you see yourself 10 years time?
young, fauxhawk, harley davidson.

12)(replaced this question) what is your worst phobia?
ghosts.

13) what is currently regarded as being the most important to your life?
my sanity.

14) will you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
single and rich. then i can afford all the nice stuff and dont have to take on the responsibilities of marriage

15)what is your favourite colour?
i dont believe in being biased to one colour.
so it wil be black, red, orange. (im not allowed to like green anymore)

16) if you fal in love with two people simultaneously, and both do the same, who will you pick?
both. (referring to what syasya said about not being horny) because IM a horny person. two-timer. but i wont do it. ill pick the nicer one

17)would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing someone had done?
i will (eventually) forgive, but i wont forget.

18)what do you want to tell the someone you like?
i will love you forever, but thats until i dont.

19)if theres a choice between lover and friends, who would you choose?
lover is one person. friends are many. you can change lovers, real friends will stick with you. friends i choose.

20)will you fall in love soon?
i hope ill never fall in love ever again

who to do the quiz. i know theres supposed to be 5...
so..

nadira
me
myself
i
mi goreng
haaaaappy bithday KHALEEDAH!
ok. birthday
not bithday
HAPPY 15TH
though im pretty sure youre 16
cos you rock too much
im NOT saying 15 year olds do NOT rock
but yeah
HAPPPPPY birthday!
told you ill be irritating=)
i have no idea what wish i have for you now
oh. yeah i do
i hope that youlll have a very bright future.
not figuratively, literally
i dont want you to live in a place with no lights=)
today was the youth engagement thing at marine parade the npc or seomthing like that
kinda fun
im tooo tired to post about all of it here
but lets just say it was one hell of a crazy ride
we got free shirt, stress ball, bag... and food
but technically i think its NOT free
if theyre paying for the food using our tax/erp money.

yeahhhhh.
im soo lazy to update.

"aww... come on, i know you had a great time"

"yeah, yeah" *smiles**gives me a shove*

"hey! were near the road, no playing" *smiles*

*gives her a poke*

hey! i thought no playing!"
know, i wasnt playing, just poking you"
*wide grin*
*pretends to poke her again*
"eeeeeeep!" *runs away*

everything went slow-mo.
sounds of cars horning can be heard.
then, a loud "bang"
not that loud, but loud enough to fill me with fear.
my eyes were somehow closed shut.
i prayed that it wasnt happening.
i hoped it wasnt what i thought it was
i opened by eyes there she was lying on the street,
flung meters from where i stood.
she was bleeding
i felt the colour drain from my face
it was a moment where you know you should run as fast as the wind
but when you really try, you feel yourself fall
so i ran, but it seemed incredibly slow before i got to her
though unconscious, she looked like she was in so much agony
i could almost, feel her pain
i called out to the passerbys.
called them for help but no one stopped,
in fact, no one seemed to realise what was going on
somehow, in the midst of confusion,
i realised that i had a phone with me
doing the most sensible thing any normal person would,
i called the ambulance
i held her hand
she was loosing so much blood
and i didnt want to loose her knowing that it was me,
that tiny almost-poke was the one that would kill her
i would never have forgiven myself
i waited, and waited for the ambulance to arrive
every second seemed like hours
sweat glistened on my forehead
i almost wanted to carry you myself and run you to the hospital
then i kicked myself.
cos that could only happen in dreams
or in "the gameplan"
i watched you as the pain in your face disappeard
normally, i would have been happy to see the calmness wash upon your beautiful face
but now, i knew it was something else
i felt your pulse. there was none
i wanted to give you mouth-to-mouth
but i was afraid that your bones might be broken
i sat and wept.
the ambulance came not long later
i heard the words i have always dreaded to hear
"shes gone, theres no hope"
"theres no hope..."
she had always told me
that no matter what, there would be hope
but not this time.
cos youre gone and
its my fault
my fault
shes always told me
"i want to die naturally, with you by my side"
she got part of her wish
she did die with me by her side
only that i was the cause of her death
the earth seemed to crumble and crash all around me
when she left,
she took my soul away
i could feel no joy, no hope,
only pain, remorse, regret, anger.
i lived for her.
she died because of me
it didnt have to end this way.
i realised.
if shes dead,
i dont want to live
i took the lift up to te highest floor
stepped out
and began walking towards the ledge
before i did it,
i remembered her face
one last time
the sweet, sweet smile
i was happy to die.
perhaps i could meet her
i took a step forward

i dont know what happened after that
cos i woke up
and i found myself crying.
i dont know why
the reality of it all.
seemed very real

anyway
this was so scary in many different levels.
GUESS WHAT?
today during religious class..
they had prayer time but i couldnt due to some reason
so me and my 2 friends we chill at someplace
then we saw 4 AWESOME guys
gosh
one of them was so hot from where i was sitting
REMINDED ME OF ILMI
yes
the headphone hanging ard the neck!
and gosh, nice shirt
then they ask for the toilet
we didnt know
and in their earshot i said
"cutenye dorang!"
(so cute they all)
then stare3 at them
take sneak peek
then we cabot go canteen
and there after a while they reappeared again
after going toilet
and ahhh
suddenly i looked up at thid guy
and he wasnt looking in my direction
but one of my friends say he was until i looked up and he looked away
gosh
he was hot
notice i didnt say cute
hah
cos cute id reserved for someone.
god i felt guilty after that.
ahh. hi people.
i had a dream yesterday, but i forgot what it was=)
so ahh. today i woke up at 1045
bathed, went down and straight away played rockband
played until 1.
wow.
then lunch, afternoon had some crap
but the whole day i was feeling very whoozy.
like everything i do in slow-mo like that. =O
its so wierd.
until i had dinner.
then it was ok.
so uhm
going hgs 2mr.
cant wait.=D
happy time=)

I GOT ROCKBAND!
played it for 2 hours plus 2day
DRUMMER
yeah
practising my drum skills
guitar is bloody easy la can
hahahah
k
ah
im tired of blogging

so uhm

yesterdays dream(1/2)

Dreamt of olivia, alif(not THT alif), his sis, and the gf, widia, some mats
apparently, the 1st 4 characters and me were playing psp
then fastforward
widia was taken hostage by some mats
but they had fun while she was "kidnapped"
cos they were playing rockband with her

IM SO LAME
thank you

thanks kevin christopher and glenn choo choo!
you guys rock my ass=)
i loveu guys
OK
lets make miss sya2 happy
let me remember all the dreams that she was in

hmmmmm
gosh its hard
OH!
ok.

i know it had something to do with MAS SELAMAT
OH YEH
k
something like this

i dreamt i was transferred to tkg
and i was in syasyas class. but alyana wasnt there
then she was showing me around
and i was thinking...
"gosh this sch is wayy whacky-er than tkss"
and then syasya disappeared
and mas selamat appeared
and no one was screaming
in fact im sure i remembered some ppl flirting with him
hahaha
and i ask 4 his autograph. cool no?
and then thats all

i remember the dream about the holiday with ahem and ok
cant post that here=)
private. hehehe
I HAD A DREAMMMM

i dreamt that all of tkss were assemblying at the bball court

and tkgs at their field

so we were facing each other

mrs khairul was lecturing us

and tkgs were like... stoning?

yah.

then late comers in tkss were punished.

they had to stand in front of the wole sch and BRUSH THEIR TEETH -.-" (laaame)

and tkgs were laughing at them

then gwen and afiq was called up cos they talk too much

and the rest of us had to go into pumping positioin

alvin and kai kiat was next to me

and they couldnt pump at all

not even the proper position

i laaughed

then we had to do one push up as punishment

suddenly i heard ALYANAS voice from over the fence shouting something like...

''TKSS IS SOOOO LAAAAAME"

then my mum woke me up



IF the dream had continued

i think i would have ran alll the way accross the fence

and kidnap her

like seriously
busy3
nervous3
annoyed3
hungry3

busy:
a lot of things to prep for.
still need to buy the perfect shoes
teach my brother
emo time

nervous:
-not gonna post it here-

annoyed:
i woke up at 6 cos my mum asked me to pray
but being me i just woke up, went toilet
then went out.
and i couldnt sleep back so send my siblings off to sch
then ard 8 i was sleeping at the sofa downstairs
n my mum was making a lot of noise sia
gedebang!bung!bang!boom!
arrrrr
somehow i managed to continue sleeping

hunggry:
i want to eat.
simple.
so i ORIGINALLY planned to buy my converse shoes today

but didnt

cos i wanted it in luminous green(i doubt they even have the clr)

but they didnt.

so it will have to wait.

shopping with my dad is sooo.... scary.

yeah.

scary

gahhhhhhhhhh

bye=D

shooting 2mr

damn lazy

damn damn lazy

dont feel like goin

want to quit

cant take it anymore
will you love me if i love you?
its hard to keep it all inside.
cos i know and i swear
that youre th only one for me.
no one else i want to see
no other voice i want to hear
no other heart i want to love
no other scent i want to smell
its all about you

what disclaimer?

TKSS
NPCC/shooting
05041994
emotionally-drained@hotmail.com



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britney spears
green/orange/black
slacking
being random
having quiet moments
stalking
having fun


hates
exams.


get into VJSG
flat stomach
a basketball
soccer ball
school bag
new phone
clothes
more clothes
get into 4A'09
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