like a knife

Sunday, May 31, 2009, 12:33 AM

BACK FROM STC BITCHES!
and im aliiiive!
and happy.
it wasnt as tough as i thought!
but now my feet are kinda red and swollen and i cant walk properly.

1st day.
left school around 1,30.
the walk into campsite was nice,
because my bag was transported by van! (because it was a hand carry luggage bag)
but i helped to carry others bags (sooo helpful)
reached camp...
VERY SHOCKED.
it was like VERY FEW sec 3s that turned up for STC
.a) 5 tkgs
b) 5 telok kurau
c) 2 broadrick
d) a lot of st pats
e) a lot of Victoria (theyre in the area now. chung cheng yishun got kicked out)
f) 15 tKsS (2 went home)

okay.
first day was mainly slack.
pitched the tents, i was suprised at how fast we did it man
we took one hour plus last year and this year like... 20 mins?
girls had 4 tents..
randomly got into tent groups...
i was "roomed" or "tented" with 2 tkgs and 2 chung chengi very lonely eh.. hahah
tkg were... asyikin and shahidah
chung cheng was kimberly and (some chinese name)
then we got into our groups..

GROUP 2 FOR THE WIND!
consisted of...
4 VS 1) shiva. he is really funny. i laughed a lot with him
2) hafiz. he is SO nice i tell you! kinda cute also =p
3) adil. he is... kinda big and quiet
4) (some chinese name)*i have trouble remembering chinese names)

TKGS1) Yi Jia.very quiet. very very very quiet
the other TK
1) suhartini. she was basically my partner. very very kecohs
i spoke more malay in camp then anything else -.-"
because... we bitched about ____ in malay. =)

cchsm
1) kamy
2) daniel
3) (chinese name)
4) (chinese name)

broadrick
syaukat.
he is very very nice. =D
but he has the scary face
had ice breaking
.then had dinner
then campfire prep
thats all i remembered for the first day =(

i slept in the middle! in between ashikin and kimberly
i might have disappeared. lol.

SECOND DAY!
woke up at 5(not that we slept anyway)
didnt bathe. changed. fall in. PT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
omg pt was. screwed up.
we did like one set of 15 sit up, push up, jumping jacks half squats.
then increase to 20
then 25.
then ran 4 rounds around the field.
slack man =/i was disappointed. kinda
i sweat more sleeping in the tent than doing PT man.
seriously.
next we had breakfast.oh yeah.
rations were wierd.
we had army food that is cooked by RADIATION.
and it tasted funny

.team activities
1) treasure hunt
we had to walk all over ubin to answer questions.all the way to the jetty and back. wah cow man
boody *toot*
and it freaking rained halfway.
keeping myself dry was a disaster

2) rained stopped.
high elements time.
WOOH!
i was so scared the first time i tried it.
i have a fear of heights.
anyway, when i tried the second set, i felt my ego boosting. (haha)
and completed the thing.
AWESOME man.
cos most people got stuck at the last part and needed the ladder
the coach was impressed =D
so most of the boys couldnt do the last part but the girls could (except kamy) so girls won xD

3) jetty jump
didnt go because of *_______________*
didnt want to do, anyway
next, fire building.
kinda fun.
i actually started a fire and it was freaking COOL!
first time ah.. jakon.
lol
then dinner and campfire prep/bathed.
this is the cheer my group came up with (to the tune of toilet bowll)

sitting on the bus to camp.. wooh!
suddenly my backside cramp *aaah!*
now got place to sit *yeah*
but not the place to shit *oh*
sitting on the bus to camp

lame laaa
sec 3s were WAY louder than sec 2s but the performance was... dotdotdot....haha
TKGS was super extraaa <- refers to the sec 2s.

authors note : (i was typing this halfway when i succumbed to temptation to eat macs and i went out to buy a chicken burger and ice cream)

continued

*censored part*

3RD DAY
woke up at 5.15 because the cchsm girls were SO noisy
but the tkgs were sleeping beauties. can sleep through all the noise sia
very scared to wake them up just in case they got pissed so i left them alone.
fall in, usual stuff..PT with Daniel/danial sir
quite slack. because he was teaching us the basic warm ups.
we didnt even run. i was pissed
but the bridge that we had to do was crazy
i was spasming like nobodies business

breakfast, area clean up...my group had to clean tents.
bloody suay ah.
run and run and unpeg and unpeg like crazy
well, it made up for PT and im a very happy girl during that period
waited bloody long for the sec 2s to come
closing speech, then WALK OUT!

walking out was less tiring then last year
and the tkgs are... i swear, very enthu and energetic
people tired already they were still singing and screaming songs on the way out of ubin.
i solute them home sweet home..

.i decided to leave all r21 thoughts out of this post =)

STC STC STC. hahah

Thursday, May 28, 2009, 5:00 AM

PICTURE POST!!!

1) bazaar.

i think it rocked! spent $25 total... omg can
i sent a shoutout to alvin with the song... "if you seek amy-britney" and the shoutout "I LOVe YOU ALVIN"

yes alvin. the whole world heard that.
and fyi if youre blur, my class was doing song dedication

3C did cookies!
baught one and made one! whooo!

that is alvin. and thats the cookie he made for me

got my hair spray painted at 3F!
azkhairy and shafiq did it for me.
gold and red dudes.
will show the picture later.

anyway. they freaking bored me out with the stupid "raffle basket" draw.
its this thing where the sec 4s make "baskets" and fill them up with different things.
and the sec 4 won most of it. they were the only ones to buy the tickets??? =O

then.. went parkway with glenn, alvin and kevin!
ate at banquet, did a bit of shopping and went swensens to eat. again!

kevin and glenn. (right to left)

well the rest are me and alvin.
i swear i look retarded in some and alvin looks scary in one.
freaking sinister smile of his.
YES. THERES MY PERANG2 HAIR!
and i think its awesome.
but i washed it out already =(
but i loved it while it lasted <3

walk2 a bit... talk2 a bit
bumped into farahin, shahirah, stella, jia min and friends there.
heheh.
ok.

BAUGHT A SOCCER BALL!

this cost me $25
but i love it to ddeath already
i wanted to play it BADLY but i had tuition.
imagine the horrors.
i felt like a little kid with his HUGE, NEW, FAVOURITE toy in front of him
which he cant touch or play with =(
i was fidgity and i couldnt pay attention and tuition teacher was toturing me =((
with endless talking and purpose delaying of marking my paper.
in the end.. cant play and i got pissed for a while...

GOT READY MY BAG FOR ATC! woohooo!

me being me,
i ziplocked/waterproofed everything!
and i had another bag inside of that one to store my toilet stuff.
i figured that would be easier =D
anyway the bag is huge.
and my bedspread is so pink and gay.

that concludes... almost everything
hope i come back from STC alive people

i love you guys!

Wednesday, May 27, 2009, 2:31 AM

i swear the earth is getting warmer
ITS SO DAMN HOT OK

anyway.... today during bio we had an experiment.
we had to take our "resting" pulse rate to determine how healthy we are
but K just reminded me about the VJC soccer dsa trails (which i sadly couldnt watch)
and i was damn excited.
plus ms tan telling us that we were going to do it got me excited too
and my blood was like pumping like hell. faster.
so i took it and my pulse very high -.-"
so apparently im "unhealthy"

moral of the story.
dont get excited about things so easily.

campcraft was kinda fun. lol.
who am i kidding

student council investiture was a bore.

Tuesday, May 26, 2009, 4:11 AM

school was kinda borinng
i mean like.. approx 6 free periods.
plus one recess.ahhh.
its really. boring.

but me and shu tong and ethel took a private tour around the school!
awesome! it was fun. cheap thrill, cheap thrill

had da-vinci science challenge after school
veryyy boring. wanted to sleep man
but chatted with the HGS girls
walked to hgs with them
got lost.
walked and walked and walked
found a bus stop
got on the bus
went home.

got told that mdm coming back 2mr
damn eng file at sch
damn. bio test 2mr.

ahh this is so not working out for me. really. ahh

talking to jasmine, huixian, aijing, liangyi(though she was asleep at that time)
IS FUN!
i shall corrupt their minds.
muahahahahahahahhaah

Saturday, May 23, 2009, 8:37 AM

BRUNEI trip has been cancelled.
like wtf?
we went for the briefing yesterday
and the told us it was cancelled today
AHHHHH
and i was actually kinda excited about it
dude.
like since when am i excited to do whatever that is related to malay?
never. see. my point. arrrrgh
stupid swine flu
i swear its getting annoying.

night at the museum 2 is fun.
and kinda funny
but storyline is lousy.

Friday, May 22, 2009, 5:24 AM

WOOH!
im kinda happy yet disappointed with my results.
ohh well, theres always next time

went for medical check up today, did blood test!
it was soo cool seeing the needle draw the blood
friggin cool.

npcc.
taking over the sec 1s even for a day was really fun.
i loved it.
and i hope they loved me too <3
hahah
NP rocks!
but i used to think ICs had better time than cadets in the squad
but im wrong.
ICs work as hard or even harder than the squad.

hmm.
i am KINDA. A BIT excited about the brunei trip
A BIT.
hahah
ok

Thursday, May 21, 2009, 5:11 AM

kinda disappointed with my results i guess.
i know i can do better

WTF KRIS whatever WON.
screw this.
ADAM all the way.

had one training for the hilary
SHIT i cant swim
i think now i devalop phobia of swimming in the sea already la f.
but it was fun.
i felt fulfilled.
but then i ate a lot for dinner
and now i feel like a bum again.

Tuesday, May 19, 2009, 5:02 AM

ALVIN

THIS WAS YOU IN SEC 1

this was us in sec2

this was when we got married.

dearest ALVIN <3

youve been with me for 2 years plus now

but i feel like ive known you all my life

you are very very special to me

and i know i cant live without you.

youre one of the people

that can cheer up my day without saying a word

youre one of the people

that i love make fun of,

who i love for your lameness

and your inability to think straight and properly

though you may be annoying, you still rock my world

i could never ask more from you than to continue being the awesome guy you are

and i realise you look better in real life than pictures =)

dear alvin

i hope we can remain good friends forever

we may be in different classes,

but it shall never tear us apart

with you and me working together, there is nothing we cant achieve

dear alvin

thanks for listening to all my whines

and problems.

thanks for being there for me

following me to look at tkgs play =)

thanks for advising me in difficult situations

thanks for caring when i know you dont have to

dear alvin

there is only one you in this world

and theres only one type of bestfriend like you

youre special and unique...

i wouldnt trade you for the adidas predators..

dear alvin.

thanks for following me to parkway when im bored

thanks for the awesome birthday presents

thanks for all the nice hugs

thanks for the fun times (like when we stalked that butch, remember?)

you may be silly and you may get on my nerves sometimes,

but youre my man. and will always be

you have the special power to lift the darkness i feel in life,

only one of the few who are capable to

for that,

ALVIN JUANO,

love.

you.

BESTEST FRIENDS FOREVER...... \m/

, 3:53 AM

heh. results are out just to screw us. but nevermind...
i shall post it when i get all.

went to play soccer again but halfway no mood and felt like fainting =/
i think because i ran 2.4 (14.45 mins! yeahhh!) for pe
and i didnt eat recess nor lunch and had a kiwi for breakfast

and im still 44.9 kg
argh.

its easy to gain, but difficult to lose.

3 weeks ago- weight--- 46
2 weeks ago-- lowest recorded, 43.3
last week... i gained a lot. ARRRRR

Sunday, May 17, 2009, 4:21 AM

sleepover!!!!!!!!!!!!!

16th april 2009.
packed and waited impatiently for dad to drive me to PIzza hut to meet
1) liang yi
2) aijing
3) hui xian
4) jasmine (who didnt sleepover)
i arrived on time! woohoo!
aijing was.. lets say she was keeping us in suspense!
we didnt know what she was going to wear laa. haha
while waiting, we saw this cute angmoh guy
fine. only his FLOPPY DIRTY BLONDE HAIR was awesomely nice!
hahah! then we decided to go out and look for aijing
found her (she was wearing something normal)
and ATE!
i ate FIVE slices of pizza okayy
even i didnt know i could achieve that
then went off to....
some hello kitty shop. it was so pink i wanted to faint
then went... national geographic for a while
and then went to CANDY EMPIRE!
baught jelly beans =)

lastly it was off to liangsters house.
throughout the whole journey we were discussing and talking about wieght! hahah
reached, liangsters home is niiiice.

played HOTEL 626
i covered my eyes all the way! damn scary la cannn
then watched some stupid videos on youtube
then watched... a GHOST movie.
something siren,
damn scary
my eyes were kept shut for the entire last 45 minuted of the movie!
as i could only hear, i kept asking what happened and i tihnk they were pissed. haha
btw i was thrown to the floor cos the couch had no space.
and i sat between sams legs and she kep squeezing me!

after a heart attack moment of my life, watched kung fu panda.
it braught my heart rate down considerably
then, watched...
VACANCY 2.
thriller movie about a serial murderer.
i swear it was so gory. enough for nightmares!
to cool down, we watched marley and me
it was an awesome movie!
AND
by the time we were done.. it was around.. 5AM.
went off to liangsters room where liang and aijing got a bed
and me and sam shared one matress. hmm.
i kept hitting sam. sorry =(
slept at around 6 plus and WOKE UP AT 9 45!
were awesome! thank you, thank you.
bathed then went to eat prata

went back to play PS2 and WII!
interesting games
who knew aijing was good at digimon fighting?
thennn.... we played basketball and a bit of badminton. we rock man!
haha.
changed, said goodbye and went to eat popeye at the flyer
its damn nice!
but fattening. argh

went home with sam...
played soccer.
i think i played the best today
because i didnt feel tired and i managed to dribble pass some guys! woooh!
im happyyyyyyyy.
hmmm. saw some guy named benedict.
seemed familiar
maybe he was the guy i played with 2-3 years ago when i just moved in
maybe he was a different one. lol never know =)

liangster, your parents are super nice!!!!!!!!!!!
like really. thanks for all the treating of meals.
awesomeness =)

then... i broke up with him
im okay though.
he didnt mean much to me anyway.
just another boy toy.

i love the weekends!
one more paper to face tomorrow =)

Friday, May 15, 2009, 3:45 AM

firstly, i deleted my facebook. i think its too.. troublesome. haha
plus i dont know how to use it.

anyway.
THANKS gwen, alvin, and sunshine <3
you guys rock!
ok. they went over to my house today and had fun=)
though my stupid brother spoilt the freaking xbox. wait
MY (kinda) freaking xbox.
we couldnt play it.
DAMN right? argh

so ok. ate a bit at dadi,
then bussed to to place. planned to eat ice cream but it was closed so we decided to eat.
meanwhile, this stupid heartless pet groomer was shaving a dog.
ruthlessly. like really have no feelings for the dog like that
sunshine was pissed
then got ice cream and went to my place to play playgound
then ate..
then played again
then it rain so we just talked

but it was awesome and i had fun!
i hope tomorrows as awesome as this =)

thanks guys. you rock x)

Wednesday, May 13, 2009, 1:39 AM

i was studying chem today
apparently i woke up 3 hours later with my face on my chem book,
still on its first page
obviously i fell asleep without learning anything
there goes my playtime.

Friday, May 08, 2009, 4:05 AM

i play soccer worse than a 7 year old
thats how much i SUCK dammit

, 12:04 AM

i SO happy the weekends are here. i deserve a niiice break

went out to parkway after BIO practicals (which i screwed)
went with jasmine, ethel, xinni, myself.... ben tan, ben cheng, marcus and justin
it was fun!
nice la. hahaha
then went there... OMG.
bumped into a lot of others from 3A!
that made like.. 20 out of the whole class was thre mann
cool or what?
unplanned some more. lol

ate at macs.
then went.. WINDOW SHOPPING!
for soccer boots
ahhh. r0yal sporting has the sexiest boots mann!
but they covered the area with BOXES.
i was pissed!
saw many tkg-ians
but none of them i know -.-"""

Thursday, May 07, 2009, 2:50 AM

i hate geog

i spent all night. 6 hours studying

i spent an hour cramming the next morning

what do i get?

1-a teacher to change the question and me not realising it, resulting in a totally different picture

2- unfinished LORMS

i used up all my brain power studying geog

i just cant seem to concentrate on Bio now

how screwed is my life man?

Tuesday, May 05, 2009, 10:29 PM

should i?
should i not?

it feels like im playing a game
and were both playing each other.

damn geog. hate to the max
damn math. hate it too
thanks Physics. i cheonged through the paper to realise i still had 40 mins when i finished
thanks AMATH.
i didnt know what the shit the questions were asking for

, 7:17 AM

many-ieth post for today

I FORGOT to post about soccer!
OMG la

ok. past few days (excluding today)
i have been playing soccer with guys and a tkg girl outside my house
the girl .
i think her name is (marissa/~~melissa~~) from TKG.
how awesome is that?
next door only leh!
she said she cant kick ball
BUT SHES DAMN GOOD LAA
at least can kick and never run AWAY from the ball
ok
im joking
but yes, shes great xD
and friendly
stupid exams
i want to play soccer OUTDOORS dammit.
in the FIELD
with PEOPLE
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

, 7:01 AM

im sorry..
did i do anything to offend you?
(gestures politely)
have a seat
lets talk it out instead of being bitchy
(polite grin)

Monday, May 04, 2009, 10:49 PM

i think i screwed english paper 2
i think i did fairly well for english paper one

i managed to complete my malay essay with no non-malay words in it
i managed to complete social studies (of which i was very happy for the essay)

i need to study for a.math and physics now
but its to hot.
damn.

, 3:52 AM

finished up SS notes
and then went out to play soccer
thats how amazing i am xD

weight dropped from 46.5 to 43.7
this is how awesome i am
and thats what stress does to me.

i cant study if i dont sweat and exercise first.
cos my mind not fresh
and ill be distracted xD

Sunday, May 03, 2009, 11:36 PM

got stood up today
not that i care
but the feeling SUCKS
to think i went up and down the stairs 4/5 times to make sure he is there
but to find out he didnt turn up?

thats the reason for my black face (figuratively)

luckily, awesome people manage to cheer me up even without realising

Saturday, May 02, 2009, 9:48 PM

puma exiro XL/
again... PUMA boots are the sexiest.

adidas F50 xite soccer ball

SO SEXY!

omg omg omg. these are LOVED. omg omg omg.

GONNA COST ME ABOUT 150?

speed/touch/control

nike T90 shoot 2 black/yellow

nike T90 shoot 2

nike mercurial talaria 4

adidas predator absolute

adidas predator absolion control

Friday, May 01, 2009, 3:55 AM

played soccer again today.
very tired. but fun
lost.
got thrashed -.-"
my group lousy laaa.
its like me. my bro. some 9 year old guy. some 6 year old guy. 1 ten, one TKG girl whose name i forgot.
against
3 very good boys.
they dribble damn well cannn

how to be able to pass to enter vjsg.