Sunday, August 30, 2009, 8:31 AM
arsenal vs man u.
1) when arsenal scored!...
2) when man u had the penalty/arsenal own goal
3) after the game ended
sad.
I SHALL BLOG MORE OFTEN
Thursday, August 27, 2009, 5:27 AM
today, the cutest people had the bimboest moments ever <3
so cute!
Tuesday, August 25, 2009, 2:48 AM
1) COMMON TESTS SUCK
2) NEVER DO THINGS ON IMPULSE
3) I was reading through my saved smses on my old phone,
when i read _s.
and honestly.
i nearly cried then and there.
but im lucky there were distractions.
why wont you ever tell me?
Friday, August 21, 2009, 4:44 AM
worst headache ever had
it was more of something drilling/punching/pounding my skull
sight was impared and i couldnt read/watch tv without the pounding killing me
thinking aggravated it.
so i tried to sleep. but it persued
ate panadol
and might have overdosed myself with drowsy medicines
but at least. i feel asleep.
after 2 hours to lying in bed ready to kill someone
to damage myself.
but when i woke up today, i was fine.
thank you God.
for relieving the worst experiance of my life
Thursday, August 20, 2009, 4:35 AM
i feel like moving to LJ or something else
, 4:33 AM
not feeling well lately
and i daresay amath was the killer paper
my head swarmed and my heart raced so fast i nearly vomitted.
the words were blurry at some point
no appetite to eat.
now i just want to sleep
and hope i can pass.
thats all i want.
a pass.
Wednesday, August 19, 2009, 12:45 AM
bio was alright. i think. couldnt do the heart questions.
i studied on respiration damn it.
physics was a killer
i dont want to think about chem.
i dont understand anything about it.
im so going to sleep.
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seriously, do i really look minah?-i dont have the hair for it-HAHAH. -.-"
Tuesday, August 18, 2009, 1:01 AM
screwed up amath and malay
lost 12 marks in a math for leaving questions blank
im so screwed
bio and physics 2mr.
die
Monday, August 17, 2009, 6:50 AM
you know the feeling
going to "the persons" blog 100 times a day
checking if its updated even when you know its not
the feeling where
you constantly worry
and where any food that enters the stomach,
feels like it would be thrown up again
rejected
and you want to be there.
but you dont.
, 2:32 AM
i promised myself to study
but now im online
wow
computer time- 1 hour so far
geog time? nil
amath time? nil. hah
im awesome
SCREW CTS
Sunday, August 16, 2009, 6:45 AM
havent studied. all i did today
wake up
go popular
lunch
tuition.
computer
do ss/geog notes
computer
teevee
soccer
bathe
dinner
computer
bio
computer
HAVENT DONE SS YET
this exams are so screwed. dont feel like studying manz
Saturday, August 15, 2009, 7:39 AM
Before you let me fall,
Kill me so I don't feel it at all
Push my body up against the wall
And pick your poison
Cuz everything feels wrong
And I don't know where I belong
Take me for granted
Make me feel used
Leave me in pieces
Misery is company
Cuz I know that it's real
I've learned to love the pain
Cuz that's the only way that I know how to feel
Maybe it's a phase
Maybe I'll break out of it someday
Maybe this is just my twisted fate
I always feel like everything is wrong
And I don't know where I belong
Take me for granted
Make me feel used
Leave me in pieces
Misery is company
Cuz I know that it's real
I've learned to love the pain
Cuz that's the only way that I know how….
To feel your arms around my neck
I'm suffocating with regret
from all the wasted hours spent
Believing I was never meant
To touch the face of something real
These sewn up scars will never heal
But I put down a deal
Cuz that's only way that I know how to feel
Take me for granted
Make me feel used
Leave in pieces
Broken and bruised
Take me for granted
Make me…
I promise that you'll
Never keep on fallin' to pieces
Misery is company
Cuz I know that it's real
I've learned to love the pain
Cuz that the only way that I know how to feelI
know how to feel...
You're the only way that I know how to feel
, 3:54 AM
this is the exact reason why i forbade myself to fall for someone.
Friday, August 14, 2009, 6:09 AM
i tried to, but i cant.
if only youll notice me here
im trying to study for the common tests, but i cant. i simply cant.
because as much as i love thursdays and hope you would be there,
i secretly hope you wouldnt.
why do i let this happen again and again?
Thursday, August 13, 2009, 5:56 AM
here it comes again.
happy at school, f(&*^%ed up at home
IM NOT GOING TO SLEEP TONIGHT.
_l_ screw this shit!hah. no ones gonna make me do anything. i swearpissed off to the CORE
Tuesday, August 11, 2009, 4:22 AM
why did i let myself fall for you?
~because it seemed like a good idea at that time~
common tests are next week
no mood to study.
time to get your head in the game, nad
be my batman
Saturday, August 08, 2009, 4:45 AM
you know the feeling?
one minute youre on the top of the world
and the next, you see his face and it shatters
and you go around the hold day going back and forth, doing nothing
and your mind keeps wondering, "what went wrong?"
you want to talk, but he doesnt.
you want to ask, but youre scared and he wont reply
soon, i give up. but i keep hoping.
then I see that new beautiful face,
pimply, rough, but its perfect because its you.
then i think to myself,
is it worth it? will you hurt me like he hurt me?
then i argue, but youre different, so, so different.
youre special...
but unlike him, youll never notice me here
just like he is doing right now.
but its wrong, its so so wrong
its not supposed to be this way
im not supposed to fall for you.
but i did. and i cant help it.
i watch you. i stalk you. it creeps me out
but i love you.
you make me smile.
but i have nothing to talk to you about
i see you smile, and my head goes blank.
i go tense. rigid.
i supposed the ice will never be broken..
youre fire, im ice
getting close to you will hurt me
but im willing to risk it anyway
but youre way out of my league
be my superhero, save me,
show me wonders
show me fairytales can come true
be my batman.
im moving on, but sometimes, im falling backwards
, 4:29 AM
stupid pop ups,
stupid adverts
stupid laggy comp
stupid me
youll never know im hereand when you do, i make an utter fool of myself
Monday, August 03, 2009, 4:38 AM
alvin, youre the sweetest boy ever.
happy birthday crystal =)
