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Tuesday, July 24, 2007, 3:35 AM
things are soooo not helping.
may just be me.
like whatthe lahh
every show i watch, every newspaper i read...
theres always a topic or a moral with
"friends are important"
"my friend is my hero, he died while saving me"
"ill never lie to you no matter what"
im seriously like wanna die already
yeah, i admit, i have not been a good friend lately.
and thats cos i feel that even those who i thought
was my friend, and had known me since, forever
just backstabbed me.
i admit i have done it b4,
but only now i know that it really hurts
im sorry.
im sorry
im sorry
but whatsoever
you had no right to tell
something to someone else
especially if u really didnt have a right
it was private-and you knew it.
YOU KNEW IT.
and to the other u.
i trusted u.
i gave u my deepest info that
I DIDNT TRUST EVEN MY CLOSEST FRIEND I KNEW IM PRI 1 WITH.
BUT U JUST TOLD EVERYONE AND ANYONE U FELT LIKE
im not mad,
just very confused
really confused
why have friends when all they do is break your heart
and wrench my soul?
when i went to tk, i tot only ugys are bitches
but i changed my mind
GIRLS ARE WORSE
sure, boys tease
but they dont mean it,
they talk crap, but its just them
IM begining to wonder why i ever came into this damned school
-no.
i love this school.
i love the guys
i love their jokes
its just that 3 of u i cant stand at all
and just in case u dont know
u talk about each other behind their backs
thats called bitching
and ure friends with people but people talk bad about u and u dont know
and u consider urself good friends
why did i mix with u in the 1st place?
im just like the girl in mean girls
someone desperate to finally have someone.
but i mixed with the not so rights,
and ende up a bitch
and yes, im changing my ways and my life
and this time, youre not ganna be in it-
im sorry
and to a.a,
i want u to tell me the truth.
do u want to be my friend?
or are u just toying with my emotions
i want to know.
