Monday, June 09, 2008, 4:57 AM
ive been thinking.
thinking too much i think, really...
we only live once right?
and during that one time you live..
will you really be who you really are?
or will you rather put on a show?
if the real you is a pathetic loser,
will you just break out and pretend to be some super heck care person that youre not???
if youre a freak by nature,
will you go for some surgury to cure yourself just for the world to see?
its wierd what people do for the world
but if you dont pretend to be who you are not,
youll end up...wasting your one and only chance to live?
but if you pretend, you cant help but feel youre a faker
somethimes i wonder,
what kind of person would i have been if i went to tkg instead of tkss?
i know i wont be who i am now, cos its the school that changed the way i am
maybe, if i went to tkg, i would have been an emo kid sitting at the back of the class
i also wonder, what would happen if i got married?
cos now, i dont think ill ever want to marry
i tihnk marriage is for people who just want to clain other people as thiers
but if there was no such thing as marriage, i wont be here, right?
i tihnk the world is just a relly complicated place.
theres no knowing what will happen
then theres world war 2
it was a terrible war, many wisshed it didnt happen
but if it didnt happen,
will spore be what it is now?
or will it be a fishing village?
then i ask, what if i wore dresses and skirts and bitch around like theres no 2mr?
then ill think, what would happen if i was still the nerd i was in pri school?
what if i didnt grow?
what if i dont get to see L.A?
life has too many quetions with no answers.
thats why, i dont like to think
