Sunday, September 21, 2008, 5:08 AM
hi.
i want a new blogname.
any suggestions???
im so screwed luhh
exams coming and i totally have no mood to study
ill just sit at my table then ill stare and stare into thinair
then ill do something else like take out my music or
do other stuff
then like ill say "nevermind laa, at night can do"
then when night comes, i wont study
ill be like smsing poeple and stuff.
its damn ...........
if i could.
ill rather not study
but for my dad i have to
cos he did soo much already
haiszzz.....
i hate exams
cos exams make me stressed
and when im stressed
i get reaaaaly emotional
all past problems aunt me back
and i feel really...
like down and all
but once the exams are over
ill be happy again
just to feel really shit when i realised i didnt do wel
and the cycle reeats itself again and again
its really shit,
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yesterday, i had the best dream ever but it was wierd.
i dreamt i was in some hotel resort with
illya, fathin, najiba, liyana, ma**** and ****
najiba played a small role
she was just a "passerby" at the beach with another girl.
lol!!
so fathin and illya and liyana were just hanging around playing at the arcade or something
suddenly,
i got a call from **** !!!!
the wierd thing was that i just came accross ****s blog yesterday
**** is ma***s girlfriend whom i dont really know both of them
i know them but they dont know me
so anyway,
on the phone
she said something about, "heyy, wanna meet me and my gang at the beach takk?"
and i was like "uhhh" cos my mum was behind. idk why she was theere
then **** was like"please dude! youre so hot tauu! nak kenal2!! jumpe ahh"
then i was like "cannot...busy"
then **** said, "im a dyke you know"
and i was like"yeah. i know. i saw your blog yesterdayy"
and she said,"haisz, kalo boleh gi ahh. kan kite org sume gay2. satu geng, satu family kann?"
THEN I WOKE UP WITH A JOLT COS I WAS SOOO VERY SHOCKED
shocked about EVERYTHING
co-incidence about the **** person
and shocked at what **** said in my dream]it was damn wierd and scaryy.
i know it wasnt real in ANY WAY but it hit me like a stone.(im not mocking you-know-which-class) its super freeaaaaky.
then i nearly killed myself for waking up cos i wanted to know how the dream ended but it didnt come back=(((((((((((((((((((
i love you baby, only you arent mine
