Monday, October 06, 2008, 8:17 PM
im getting veryyy pissed off suddenly.
i think it has something to do with pms
my PARENTS want me to do well
but WHAT do they do?
lets see...
when i was TRYING to study for history,
my dad...
- played his movie(meet the spartans) super loud
- laughed like there was no tomorrow
- began shouting at the tv for no apparent reason
its really good enough that i try to study ok.
cos honestly, i have NEVER tried to study this hard before
usually, i just do my homework
so i got super pissed off and i stopped revising
at night, i tried to study again...but guess whaat???
- cousin, aunty/auncle/moms cousin came over
- later on, dad watch replay of some football match and started screaing at the tv again
- brother came to my room, disturbed me, and wouldnt effing leave.
how to study with no condusive environment?
so i got major pissed,
went to sleep at 9
set my alarm to 3.30
where i got all the peace and quiet i want to study
can you say finally???
oh right. then im the morning,
obviously u cant finish history in 3 hours half awake-half asleep right?
so after breakfast, i went to study again
BUT my mom was talking(it seemed like the top of her voice)
i felt sooo effed up i swear i could ave almost burst in anger
thats for history
for science
science is a really difficult subject. seriously.
my mum was shouting and screaming at my bro for no reason
actually there was a reason but i felt like siding my bro so yeah
whole day of venting my anger on stupid games on the xbox
slept at 9, woke up at 3 to study again
study until 5.
went to sleep
woke up at 6.
so basically in screwed la right?
maybe its just me
maybe i have bad time management whatsoever
its just annoying when youre in the mood to study yet cant.
now i know how my (some ppl) feel
bright side
PSLE finishing tomorrow
will be able to talk with cutie again....
looking forward to that
like seriously
i tihnk it will calm my nervess......
