Thursday, October 16, 2008, 2:24 AM
ive been a freaking emotional wreck
dont know why.
its like PMS without the PM
yesterday was games carnival
got ready to play
then i sat downnto talk with shu tong
and it was muuuch later i found out they started without me
at least freaking call me laa
and i got bloody pissed when i found out tagore was one player down
cos theyy dint call me in
i just took off the freaking bib thing and ran up to npcc
where i sat outside for a long while cos sir never reply my sms
so obviously when i went in i was in the baddest mood ever
and kimberly was sitting next to me
and the guys behind me were talking about pussies-literally. not the cats
and i got pissed cos the drama took a long time to start
and when it stared
i was just stoning on the stage
only laugh-ed at the sir shaun part
then stoned the rest of the time
which would explain my quiet-nes and effed up looking face
and my constipated face.
so i figured out i probably have an attitude problem
i dont hold grudges for long
but for that short time..
arrrrrrrrrrrrrr
to add to my fustration was my results.
english- 64/100(+oral)
maths-77/100(e.o.y)
malay- 65/100 (papers only)
science-84/100(paper only)
let- 65/100 (paper)
geog 71/100 (eoy)
history 68/100 (eoy)
how to not feel pissed?
mhmmm
its kinda bad to my standard.
and my sister got a laptop
got this desktop 4 meand my bro now
yays
cant controll my emotions
i can be really happy one moment
then feel effed up the next
i can be smiling at someone
then pissed the next minute
ayezzz
dont know what to do anymore
illya repied my letter!
at least she dint get eaten by masselamat!
thank goodddd
