Saturday, January 31, 2009, 4:17 AM
I’m just a ghost,
Nonexistent.
I’m just a shadow,
Fading away.
My heart bleeds,
For what you said,
My soul thrashed
I’m as good as dead.
My eyes yearn,
For a smile on your face,
My ears beg,
To hear you call out my name
My hands long,
To comfort you,
To let you know
How much I’ve missed you.
It’s been so long,
You’re far away,
While you were gone,
My heart went astray
Maybe one day,
You’ll come back,
Come back the same,
As the boy who I once knew.
The boy who laughed,
The boy who smiled,
The boy who cares,
The boy which I once loved.
Now you’re a killer,
Creating disaster,
Tense and cold,
I just can’t get a hold.
You’re silent,
You don’t say a thing.
But when you do,
All it does is sting.
You’re a killer,
Because you’ve killed,
3 things.
My heart, my body, my soul.
You killed me,
I bet you’re happy,
You took my life,
I’m just glad it was you.
I was hurt,
Still hurt.
Appalled,
Devastated.
I think I know,
Why I feel the way,
I currently do,
Is it because,
I love you?
Koh kim hai,
Three words,
You hurt me,
Three words,
I am sorry,
Three words
It was you,
Three words,
I hate you,
Three words.
All for you,
Three words,
Because of you,
Three words.
I love you,
Three words
Three words,
All it takes,
To express to you,
My deepest feelings.
Three words,
To let you know,
That I regret,
Not being with you.
I’ll try, I’ll try,
To forget who you are
I can’t, I know I can’t,
Cos you’ve made your mark on me
I cried, I’ll cry,
Myself to sleep,
Wondering what I did,
To end up in this shit.
I’ll wonder,
If I’ll ever get over,
The boy I once knew,
I don’t think it’s true.
What do I do,
When I see you,
I don’t know why,
You threw me away.
Am I that bad?
I don’t know that,
Maybe I am,
I can never tell.
The only thing
I know is true,
Is that you killed me,
Yet
I love you.imsorry.
