Monday, February 02, 2009, 3:22 AM
to everyone, im sorry for my moodswings.i looked at myself in the mirrorstaring curiously at the glasstrying to find out who i wasbut there was no reflection-nothingi looked at myself from evey anglestill no image to be foundi will never know how i looked likehow the body matches my soulanger grew, i threw a punch,the glass shattered to piecesmy knuckles bled and it felt good;a bleeding hand formed in the mirrormy eyes lit up, lips curled to a snarli picked up the sharpest shard of glasspressing it hard on my cold, hard skinslicing it slowly, blood continuously flowingi sliced and sliced, on an insanity streakthe shape of my body appearing on screewcovered in mark, hell i dont careit felt so good, i was on a highsoon it was time to unviel my facethe excitement in me i could not hidei took a blade-the deviland ran it through my face-its victimi could finally see what ive becomea bloody mess all drenched in bloodi figured out why i felt no lovei was ugly, mangled, a monsterthe hate i felt was too much to handlei said goodbye to my mother and fatheroverwhelmed by the sudden desirei stabbed my heart, put out the firejust then my cellphone beeped-a message"i love you too" he finally saidtoo late my love, i second to late,for i am already deadsorry if it sucks for it was done in english.
