be my batman
Saturday, August 08, 2009, 4:45 AM
you know the feeling?
one minute youre on the top of the world
and the next, you see his face and it shatters
and you go around the hold day going back and forth, doing nothing
and your mind keeps wondering, "what went wrong?"
you want to talk, but he doesnt.
you want to ask, but youre scared and he wont reply
soon, i give up. but i keep hoping.
then I see that new beautiful face,
pimply, rough, but its perfect because its you.
then i think to myself,
is it worth it? will you hurt me like he hurt me?
then i argue, but youre different, so, so different.
youre special...
but unlike him, youll never notice me here
just like he is doing right now.
but its wrong, its so so wrong
its not supposed to be this way
im not supposed to fall for you.
but i did. and i cant help it.
i watch you. i stalk you. it creeps me out
but i love you.
you make me smile.
but i have nothing to talk to you about
i see you smile, and my head goes blank.
i go tense. rigid.
i supposed the ice will never be broken..
youre fire, im ice
getting close to you will hurt me
but im willing to risk it anyway
but youre way out of my league
be my superhero, save me,
show me wonders
show me fairytales can come true
be my batman.
im moving on, but sometimes, im falling backwards